I Think I've Changed

[bidisnap]

I accidentally stumbled to the beginning of my livejournal. Wow. I can't even begin to comprehend the amount of things that have happened to me since then. Three years. Just today I got a message on myspace from a guy I dated three years ago. I feel all nostalgiac. Not that they were the good old days. But I kind of miss being crazy. Did it

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[q_paltrow]

you know, i still hate you, but deep down inside, i want you to be happy...

good life remember, good life...

theres always this part of me that wants to appologize for all the things i did to you, but its somewhere between an appology and an insult...

i dont think we deserve eachothers appologies quite yet

im about to go through that 'big change' that ruined us and so much more

its ruining more than i could ever explain, but i expect it, and im definetly going to come out of it a better person

i think i probably fed you what you thought was a load of crap during our falling out, but i do remember that night at the coffee shop when i told you that "i hope you have a great life" and i guess i really meant it

oh and tell yur mom that im sorry for saying that i wish you had monkey babies, or whatever i said that one time

[anonymous]

You really shouldn't let Quinn make you feel so bad. He does it to everyone. I know that he still cares about you, but he just likes to hurt people.