I walked in heaven.

[biff_rocko]

No matter what it was in reality, I walked in heaven. Eternity lay before me as beautiful as the woman I loved. No, that's too dramatic...poetic

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[silverdawnatl]

I'd say something meaningful but it wouldn't come out right. You know where Snark and I are when you need something whether it's just to have someone cook for you or to listen.

S~

[luckypooka]

I wish I knew what to say, to how to help.
I'd love to visit, if you feel inclined.
*hugs*

:~(

[obscurredstar]

oh honey. i wish there was something i could say to ease your mind, your heart, your soul. i just want to run to you, wrap my arms around you, and hold you. i am so sorry that i haven't been around this past year. it was a really tumultous year and i had to get my shit together. i apologize if i failed you as a friend. i have thought of you so very often. i've wanted to spend time with you so many times, and have been angry at myself for not doing so. i am so so very sorry.

i have told you before that i've always felt connected to you. you were always such a bright warm energy to me, and it hurts my heart to know that you know longer feel that way. and i would do anything to have that for you again. what can i do to help you mickey? i want to be here for you. i never wanted you to feel that i was one of those "fair weathered friends." .... again, i'm sorry.

i love you mickey. i always have, always will.
taylor

[guardian_4ngel]

You sound just like me.. and it scares me.

but smile, you are loved, maybe no how you really want to be, but the time will come when heaven will find you =)

[superactiongo]

No love saves you permanently except one, and that's yours for yourself. If you aren't content with yourself no one else's love is going to be bigger than that in the long run. Yeah, I say this as someone who hasn't quite mastered that whole 'loving myself' thing. But also, there comes a time where you really have to admit that there are some things that are stronger than you (and it's funny how often those things are a part of ourselves to begin with) and no amount of trying to soldier on bravely alone is going to fix it. There are solutions available, none of them quick, and you know what they are, you just have to be open to trying them and to admitting that you can't fix this yourself. And that asking for help to find out HOW to fix it is not weakness, it's strength.