oh god i miss him so damn much

im at work.. verry boring ( Read more... )

i went to burdines today... and they already have all the christmas decorations and fake trees with lights... and

I CANT WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS!!!!!

haha

aw i miss her already :(

peace/<3
laraaaaa

WEEIIIRRDDD

yeaaaa deff. pulled an all-nighter. i just started makin this thing for veronica around 8pm... and i look at the clock and its 5:55am. haha i scare myself sometimes. im not even tired..at all. i dont even wake up this early for schoool

oh well. that entry was pointless. just like the rest ;) haha

<3lara

haha mallory.. i just HAD to...

Sharks are going DOWNNN!!!!!!

sushi, anyone?

me and my dad had a long talk today after school... i guess he talked to veronica and she told him how im not doin so good with everything and that shes worried about me... so my dad said that he does trust me again, but i still have to be punished for ( Read more... )

EtNiEz657 (7:09:47 PM): ill brb
EtNiEz657 (7:09:53 PM): dont go anywhere
EtNiEz657 (7:09:54 PM): hahahahahahaha

ahhh this sucks

hah that was funny tho... gotta admit

hahaha im not smart enough for swiss boarding school. i guess its really expensive, and my grades arent good enough for a merit scholarship. so i have to improve my grades. hopefully i wont have to go by that time though ( Read more... )

life for me is basically over.

my dad put an alarm on my house so when im not supposed to be there, i cant get in.
im on "special watch" at school.

and worst of all...

im going to boarding school in 2 weeks.

im never gonna see anyone again.

can't change this feeling, i'm way out of touch. can't change this meaning it means too much. never been this lonely never felt so good. can't be the only one misunderstood, i remind myself of somebody else. feeling like i'm chasing, like i'm facing myself alone ( Read more... )

Say a prayer for me
Help to feel the strength I did
My identity, has it been taken
Is my heart breaking on me

All my plans fell through my hands,
They fell through my hands on me
In my dreams it suddenly seems empty