gee ummmm what should i say...hmmm..... afear ...i can do a fear...my greatest fear is that i will die without finding true love of at least a love ...i just want tomebody to love me
I don't think I can love anyone anymore...I had my heart broken to many times and they don't even know..No one know... I'm afraid to fall inlove, that is why I don't believe in it...I'm afraid that will get hurt again like before...I feel like a dark surface with a horizen that doesn't shine as well as it should. Like drowning in a bottemless pit of my own sorrow. People say I'm beautiful, and I think I'm alright looking but I don't see my reflection that well. It seems so vague...Am I really beautiful but I don't see all of it? But if I was, then how come people don't love me the way I want them to?
i've been confused the last year or two.just trying to figure out myself and what i believe in.i can't say i've figure anything out yet but before i felt so lost.Ever since i had this dream and i've been filled with an understand of everthing.I feel like i've been noticing the beauty in life.Every leaf has been greener and person i meet i seem to be seeing their beauty and even though the stress of life seems to pull out of that eurphoic state i feel a sence of well being. I feel like i've come to peace with whatever cosmic force there is out there and i really feel that i've done that with art and with that peace i've spent alot less time worry about what i am and i've had to see the beauty in a tree,a bird,a cloud,guitar rift melting with a voice.I wish i could share this with every being i happen to meet. All i need now is my love,thats the only thing holding me back........bet cha can't guess who i am
I'm so happy for you, that's great. and I'm sure you'll find love. and you are right, I definetley can't guess who you are! though I am thinking maybe lyssa
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