My body sang with the blood. Damn, I loved killing. It made me feel so... alive, I suppose, which is sort of funny, given I'm dead and cold.
Tara was pissing me off. She was deliberately yanking my chain, and although our dance around each other was sort of fun sometimes, tonight it made me angry. "What are you gonna do, pet?" I asked, tugging on her collar. "You think they'd make you scream the way I do?" I hissed in her ear, moving my hand down her front and stroking the front of her skirt at the top of her thighs. "Think they could give you what you really want?" I continued, biting down hard on her neck. No vamping; just a regular bite, but hard enough to draw blood. I let go and pushed her away from me. "You let me know what you want, pet, because I'm getting bloody pissed off with this hot and cold act."
He knew every button of mine to push and he pushed it well, damn him. I growled and ran my hand over my neck, pulling it away bloody. Smirking at him I licked my fingers and followed him to the bar. "You know what I want Spike."
I grabbed him by his jacket and turned him around on the barstool, making him face me. I settled myself between his thighs and put my hands under his jacket, dragging my nails over his thighs. "You know what I want Sire. You. I love keeping and getting you fired up."
Leaning up I kiss him softly before kissing him and sucking his bottom lip. I busied my hands over his crotch, running my nails over him, teasing him enough to make him hard before I discreatly slipped my hand in his jeans.
I groaned as Tara put her hand in my jeans, but I resisted. I pushed her hand away and stood up. "I know you want me, pet, but..." Do you want me? I wanted to say, but I couldn't. It would sound needy. "What we have... Shagging's great, don't get me wrong, and you are bloody great in the sack, but - I can't carry on like this. Half the time I don't know if you're going to up and leave me when something new comes along." I felt angry. I shouldn't feel anything for her, but I couldn't help it. Guess I've always been weak when it came to women. I wasn't sure I wanted a relationship - look what had happened to me and Dru = but at the same time I needed more. Feeling confused, I headed towards the door, wondering if Tara would follow. Wondering if I'd care if she didn't.
"I know you want me, pet, but...What we have... Shagging's great, don't get me wrong, and you are bloody great in the sack, but - I can't carry on like this. Half the time I don't know if you're going to up and leave me when something new comes along."
I blinked a few times and watched as he headed to the door. I didn't move and hoped that he'd change his mind or pause for me to catch up to him. But he didn't.
What the fuck.
"I know you want me, pet, but..."
That's what this is about. How could he think that I wouldn't want him? By the way I've been acting that's how. Fuck fuck fuck. I so screwed this up
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I smiled slightly when he said he'd want to fall for me. Maybe I already fell. I don't know. But I liked being with him, anything and everything we did. Bloody and otherwise.
I braced myself for a bruising kiss but it never came, he kissed me softly and I placed my hands on his chest, kissing him back as I fell deeper into it.
I pulled back and looked at him, keeping my eyes on his I reached up and opened the collar before tossing it onto the couch. "No games, not now. Just..."
I stepped closer to him and pulled him down to kiss me again. My body craved him, I craved him. But I didn't want to play games. Right now I just wanted him.
My tongue ran over his and I moaned softly before pulling back to look at him, seeing what he wanted and if he wanted the same as I did.
I looked at Tara, seeing the naked desire in her eyes, and also the desire for me, not just my cock and my tongue. "Jus' you and me, pet," I said, agreeing. "No games."
I kissed her back deeply, feeling a little afraid but also excited. Could I really show myself to someone again? I looked at her and knew I had to take the chance. I kissed her, my tongue delving into her mouth, caressing her tongue. My hands found the zip to her skirt and pulled it off, then unbuttoned her shirt. She was naked against me, her skin sliding over my clothes. She mewed as I rubbed myself against her, her dampness soaking into my jeans. "I want you, Tara. All of you."
He agreed and soon I was standing in front of him stark nude. His clothes pressed against me when he pulled me to him, sending chils up my spine.
"I want you, Tara. All of you."
I reached between us and started pulling his shirt off before going down to his jeans. "I'm giving all of me...willing....like that night..." My lips ghosted over his. "A part of me wanted it that night, when you turned me. Wanted it so badly, to escape. But also wanted you."
I pulled his jeans off and soon we were both standing there sans clothing. I grinned at him slightly; it almost felt like we'd never done this. Then again we hadn't, it's always been wall fucking or one of us tied up till the other begged for release.
This was all new, and just like everything else I wanted him to take me and show me. I bit my lip - something I hadn't done since I was turned either - and ran my hands over his chest and shoulders. My eyes met his again before my lips met his. "William...I want you...you...I want you to really claim me. Not the vampire way..."
I ran my hands over Tara's naked body, taking in her words. Silently I picked her up and carried her to the bed, lying her on the white sheets. "No tricks, no games," I said softly, gently pushing her legs apart and lowering myself onto her. "Just this." I entered her fully, looking into her eyes the whole time. "You 'n' me, pet," I grunted. "We could have something. Maybe even something real." I moved inside her, watching her face, and felt I could see the real Tara. Ok, not the real Tara who's lived for most of her 20 years, but the real Tara I made. She was going to be magnificent.
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Tara was pissing me off. She was deliberately yanking my chain, and although our dance around each other was sort of fun sometimes, tonight it made me angry.
"What are you gonna do, pet?" I asked, tugging on her collar. "You think they'd make you scream the way I do?" I hissed in her ear, moving my hand down her front and stroking the front of her skirt at the top of her thighs. "Think they could give you what you really want?" I continued, biting down hard on her neck. No vamping; just a regular bite, but hard enough to draw blood. I let go and pushed her away from me. "You let me know what you want, pet, because I'm getting bloody pissed off with this hot and cold act."
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He knew every button of mine to push and he pushed it well, damn him. I growled and ran my hand over my neck, pulling it away bloody. Smirking at him I licked my fingers and followed him to the bar. "You know what I want Spike."
I grabbed him by his jacket and turned him around on the barstool, making him face me. I settled myself between his thighs and put my hands under his jacket, dragging my nails over his thighs. "You know what I want Sire. You. I love keeping and getting you fired up."
Leaning up I kiss him softly before kissing him and sucking his bottom lip. I busied my hands over his crotch, running my nails over him, teasing him enough to make him hard before I discreatly slipped my hand in his jeans.
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"I know you want me, pet, but..." Do you want me? I wanted to say, but I couldn't. It would sound needy. "What we have... Shagging's great, don't get me wrong, and you are bloody great in the sack, but - I can't carry on like this. Half the time I don't know if you're going to up and leave me when something new comes along." I felt angry. I shouldn't feel anything for her, but I couldn't help it. Guess I've always been weak when it came to women. I wasn't sure I wanted a relationship - look what had happened to me and Dru = but at the same time I needed more. Feeling confused, I headed towards the door, wondering if Tara would follow. Wondering if I'd care if she didn't.
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I blinked a few times and watched as he headed to the door. I didn't move and hoped that he'd change his mind or pause for me to catch up to him. But he didn't.
What the fuck.
"I know you want me, pet, but..."
That's what this is about. How could he think that I wouldn't want him? By the way I've been acting that's how. Fuck fuck fuck. I so screwed this up ( ... )
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I braced myself for a bruising kiss but it never came, he kissed me softly and I placed my hands on his chest, kissing him back as I fell deeper into it.
I pulled back and looked at him, keeping my eyes on his I reached up and opened the collar before tossing it onto the couch. "No games, not now. Just..."
I stepped closer to him and pulled him down to kiss me again. My body craved him, I craved him. But I didn't want to play games. Right now I just wanted him.
My tongue ran over his and I moaned softly before pulling back to look at him, seeing what he wanted and if he wanted the same as I did.
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"Jus' you and me, pet," I said, agreeing. "No games."
I kissed her back deeply, feeling a little afraid but also excited. Could I really show myself to someone again? I looked at her and knew I had to take the chance. I kissed her, my tongue delving into her mouth, caressing her tongue. My hands found the zip to her skirt and pulled it off, then unbuttoned her shirt. She was naked against me, her skin sliding over my clothes. She mewed as I rubbed myself against her, her dampness soaking into my jeans.
"I want you, Tara. All of you."
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"I want you, Tara. All of you."
I reached between us and started pulling his shirt off before going down to his jeans. "I'm giving all of me...willing....like that night..." My lips ghosted over his. "A part of me wanted it that night, when you turned me. Wanted it so badly, to escape. But also wanted you."
I pulled his jeans off and soon we were both standing there sans clothing. I grinned at him slightly; it almost felt like we'd never done this. Then again we hadn't, it's always been wall fucking or one of us tied up till the other begged for release.
This was all new, and just like everything else I wanted him to take me and show me. I bit my lip - something I hadn't done since I was turned either - and ran my hands over his chest and shoulders. My eyes met his again before my lips met his. "William...I want you...you...I want you to really claim me. Not the vampire way..."
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"No tricks, no games," I said softly, gently pushing her legs apart and lowering myself onto her. "Just this." I entered her fully, looking into her eyes the whole time. "You 'n' me, pet," I grunted. "We could have something. Maybe even something real." I moved inside her, watching her face, and felt I could see the real Tara. Ok, not the real Tara who's lived for most of her 20 years, but the real Tara I made. She was going to be magnificent.
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