Fuck you world.

[big_dave_did_it]

Temporary psychological homeostasis proves nothing. It's still there. And it still happened. You fucking bastard.

Comments

[redshira]

It's a fairly pointless comment, this, but I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you.

[big_dave_did_it]

no it means a lot to know that people are thinkin of me. and in fact i was quite touched by the handful of text messages, emails and even a card that i got through the post at such a shite time. At some pretense I posted what I did just to be angry, but I'd be lying if I didn't say I appreciated being in people's thoughts. Take care and thank u x

[anonymous]

i'll second that...thinking of you too. lots of love babe xxxx

[big_dave_did_it]

I know you're always there for me whether I wanna blabber at you without purpose or engulf you in my self-pitying blanket of melancholy. I appreciate you're tireless efforts to keep my head above water. love back to you x x

[dawnage]

Best wishes for today (and beyond, of course)...

[big_dave_did_it]

Thank you, it means a lot. It's funny, a year ago I wouldn't have known what to say to myself if I had the chance, but I'm starting to realise it doesn't always matter. Just to know that people give a shit is enough. Of course I'm also more open to anything people say right now than I would have been a year ago :-) Take care me dear x

[anonymous]

yup, it still happened and its still a bastard and NOT FAIR. But, he is still there and I am still here and we both love you Helmut. Mum xx

[big_dave_did_it]

heh. Helmut :-) I kept that one quiet eh? Was würde er über meine Entscheidung sagen, Deutsch so begeistert zu studieren? Translate that then get back to work, heh :-) To be honest, I had to make sure of a few words myself there so don't think of me as a language snob :-) I love you too x