i think its about time i start growing up. its time i make myself happy. i stop relying on other people for my own happiness. i am going to start making myself happy. i am going to start spending a lot more time with my best friends & just getting closer to the people that really matter to me.

hmm. everything just seems to pop up on one day/night. when i am by myself & i have no one to talk to. i was good. no, i was actually really good for the past few days. no phone calls, no talking, no worrying. tonight it just comes up to bite me on the ass. i think today was the hardest day since miss liz's funeral. my bottom lip is pretty much raw ( Read more... )

new journal because my old one was full of memories. i didnt want to delete it because later on i will want to look back. just not now.

i never updated on what happened. well, things between andrew & i ended. nothing ugly or horrible happened. it just had to happen, whether we wanted it to or not. not to date other people or anything, we just ( Read more... )