I.......dont know what to do anymore ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in a little bit i have been busy. this past weekend was awesome friday i dont remember wat i did but it was awesome thats all i remember. and on saturday hung out w. amanda m., jim , kc, alan, and justin. we crashed alans car and the back tire was at a 45 degree angle. and later on that night jim and carr got in a fight even ( Read more... )

ok disregard the comment about me and emily cuz she broke up w/ me again today.i dont know wat to think about it. i dont care any more. im just not goin to feel anything for anyone anymore. cuz its pointless.but i have done nothing all day but sit on my ass and go to the girls rugby match. they won but i dont know the score but good job girls rugby ( Read more... )

we had are first rugby match yesterday. we got are asses kicked but we didnt show up to play everyone decided to dick around in warm ups. and in the game i dont think we held on to the ball for longer than 5 minutes. but its are first match and we got a lot of rookies. so it might take them some time to get used to it. i had an alright game. i made ( Read more... )

ok spring break was fuckin awesome. hopefully i keep havin this much fun till i leave for basic training. cuz everyone i hang out w/ is fucking awesome. i know im not that much fun but i guess im ghetto so it makes it all good. and i guess im hardcore i dont see how though. cuz i am a fucking loser. i havent cut in 3 days. but i wanna but people ( Read more... )

yep so i havent updated since my bad cop situation. just updatin to say everything is goin good. Everyone that I have been hangin out w/ are awesome. excpecially the past couple days. Everyone is just awesome. U guys are the best u know who u r. even though i have been hurtin my body im starting to get in a better mood than i have been in so so so ( Read more... )

Today was fucking crazy.ok well im sleepin on my couch when all of a sudden someone knocks on my door. so i answer the door and its amanda m. so i go w/ them to this abandoned house and amanda L and amanda M took pictures for the photography class. but then as we were leaving we get pulled over by the cops. so we sit there for about an hour or ( Read more... )

ok i learned today that some people are assholes.and i wouldnt have thought some of the people that i found out are assholes whould be like that. even though im used to being stabbed in the back by people it still hurts. I just dont give a fuck anymore. But last night was fun. i dont feel like goin into details about it though to lazy to im ( Read more... )

o. First name: Ryan ( Read more... )