Comments | big_tease18: A relief... ::content sigh::

big_tease18

A relief... ::content sigh::

May 20, 2005 16:59

I feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders ^.^ It's been over a month since there has been any communication with Omar (ever since we broke up)... I din't realize that was all I needed to truly move on... I know I'm over the situation, but I now realize that I was worried about him. All I needed was to confirm that he was really OK ( ( Read more... )

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WOW omeezy May 21 2005, 02:13:37 UTC

WOW...now that's something i would have never expected...anything of what u just said...mostly comes to me as a shock...u did treat me very badly...even though i tried so hard and killed myself to take care of u...u always seemed to overlook that and treat me liek shit...and im not saying this to u to rub this in ur face..im saying this to u so u know how i felt...so we can end this the proper way...i thank u for what u said...i really do...and u cant blame me for being angry towards u...even if u felt i was talking about u...which i wasnt..i wasnt quoting the BITCHES i was quoting the "YOU KNOWS HOW IT GOES I DONT LOVE THEM HOES" soo i mis-quoted...and u misunderstood..eitehr way it went out how it went out...i hope u can understand that...yes i am over u...i cant help it...i did what i could to make u happy...it didnt work...and dont think i didnt see those comments about u never having a decent boyfriend or one who looks good...i read that after ur sister called me and chewed my head off...which im willing to ignore even though she ( ... )

Re: WOW big_tease18 May 22 2005, 01:03:02 UTC

I know ur not being mean... I know exactly where you're coming from. I'm just so glad that you're OK now and that you were able to move on so quickly.. I was so worried about you, but I can stop worrying because I know you're OK >.< I honestly didn't have her call you, though. I just wanted to leave it alone and let you do your thing like you had asked me when we fisrt broke up... Anyway, I'm not going to bother you anymore. I only made those comments about the b/f thing b/c I was hurt thinking that you were saying that shit about me, but I'm OK and it doesn't matter anymore. Anyway, I know you'll probly never do it, but it you ever need someone to talk to, remember me and my desire to be your friend... Even with things how they are now (and the fact that I know it would be weird and awkward) my offer is always there for you if you need it. I'm SO sorry for how I was. The worst part is I knew how I was acting and didn't do anything to change it... Well, at least you're happy now, so I don't know whether to feel bad about that or happy ( ... )

dramaqueen91 May 21 2005, 03:04:24 UTC

Awwwww jess...I don't know the whole situation! I'm so lost...u need to tell me...but I'm happy that things are better! I wish u all the best! and omar too!! HUGS!!

big_tease18 May 22 2005, 01:07:13 UTC

I'm OK, hun... Things have just been difficult lately.. Everything is settled now, though... I don't want to get into the whole guy mess, but I'll fill you in on the basics on Monday... I'm just venting on here while trying to keep some identities and stuff private, because that shit can't get out just yet... Everything is OK now, though... Don't worry about me and we'll talk when we get a chance or I'll call you sometime soon >.< Love you, hun! Thanks for caring, sweetie ^.^