my 3rd entry of the day.. i really have no life..

44 days until my birthday.. oh joy.

mmm so good..


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i never want to sleep in this house again.

ever.

i am always surprised at how mean people can be...

ugh i am tired... my font looks different... weird.

man, everything's so cold.. i thought it was getting warmer.. guess not..
i really want it to get warm so i can lay out with larsen again.. i am crazy pale..

i dyed my hair.. this time it's permanemt.. which is alright cause if i hate it i can just dye it back to my natural color and wait for it to grow out..

i need to go brush my teeth..

i was actually productive today.. i need to go to the pharmacy tomorrow.. i also should eat something.. i haven't eaten since this morning..

i can't stand cowardly guys.. grow some balls.

my last entry was inspired by the fact that i am not the person i want to be.. i strive to be smarter, prettier, more self-motivated.. but i'm not improving on any of those.. there's so much i want to do that i won't be able to if i continue down this path of self-destruction.. so i've decided to change my goals.. i'm going to work on loving myself ( Read more... )

i suck
i fuckin hate myself

whatever.