Change is good Right?
Well, this has been an interesting week to say the least. As per the heading there have been a lot of changes in my life this last week. Some good, some may not be so good. The first thing that happened is in about the last week and 1/2 I have had 2 people from my past show back up in my life.
The one that is more of a shocker was when Brother Mondale messaged me on MySpace. The other is about a week or 2 ago I emailed my ex-girlfriend Lisa. I wanted to ask her about some info on her line of work bec I am thinking of possibly doing the same thing. Now I have not heard from her since Jan of 05'. And that was only bec I ran into her while she was on her break. She used to work in the bank inside Festival in DePere. I have sent messages to her since then but never a response. So when she emailed me back I was quite surprised. She gave me a little helpful info but said she was leaving the state for 3 weeks. So I cant get any more info for a little while. Then i sent a text to wish a happy V-day and she responded. I am thinking that we might actually be able to be friends again like we originally had talked about doing.
Then there is the Massive change in my life.
If you read my last post you saw how I was looking for a new job bec I hated my current one. Well as of Friday 2-17-06 at approxamately 4pm it is no longer my current job. I wanted to stay until I could stay until I at least found some other job good pay or not. Afterr this week I didn't feel that was an option any more. On tues we had another talk about how my times were not meeting their goals. I have very good quality but I am taking to long on the calls. Then on Thursday when we had The Storm I went to have a conversation about why APAC is open when pretty much the entire is city is shut down. I started the conversation as more of a joke conversation, but before I knew what happened it was geeting into a heated discussion. Includding the spouting off with "That's why I am quitting this job." Not a good thing to say i realized a little to late. Up until this point my boss thought i loved my job and was trying my best. Which is 1/2 true I was trying my hardest even though I was still not succeeding. I just havent liked that job for a long time. But after that I think he doesn't believe either one. I was basically given the option that i could go home with out clocking in due to weather and I may or may not get an occurance for the day so I left. Now mind you during this whole conversation all I could hear was you are a number not a person either you are are here or we can get someone else who will be here. Now the weather was not that bad that I HAD to go home, but based on my state of mind sitting there next to my boss for the next 8 hours did not seem like a good idea. So I left. So Friday morning I call to see if my co-worker had put in the shift trade or if I was having to work, of which I did so I punched in at 2 pm by 2:15 I was pulled of the phone to talk about my times bec they hadnt dropped mon or tues. During that conversation we also talked about how I felt about my job. And was told by my boss that he thinks I am an asset to the company and doesnt want me to leave, but if I hate my job so much why am I stll there. At the end of our meeting he gave me an early extended lunch to go do a couple of things. I decided to take the time to do some soul searching and realized he was right. Why am I going there. That was the biggest stress in my life. Now I did not like iot for two reasons. One being the what I felt unattainable stats. The other being some of the issues I had to deal with over and over on a daily basis of being told I dont care about people who have died or cust having other problems. As most know I am a very caring person. At first it didnt baother me, but has worn away at me. So Based on my feelings for the job, my feeliong that i would sson be fired anyway when I went back instead of punching in I wen to HR and quit. And I felt I was leaving of my free will not bec they are making me I thought I would go say goodbye to a couple of coworkers as I was told no we want you to leave the building now. One more thing i feel to prove I was a number not a person. A number does not have friends to say good bye to only a person with feelings. So now I am on a massive job hunt. to get employment. I will will do do apretty much anything but food service and phone based cust service. So if any one has any ideas let me know.
On to Good news again. Things are getting going well between me and Heidi. For Valentine's Day I sent her an email wishing a happy V-Day and in it I put the pic of a rose 12 times of a dozen roses. I was not sure how it would go over, but the next day i found it was a success. As I got a response of: "You're smooth... so mainly, thanks for the super cute Valentine's Day email! That was awesome! Thanks for thinking of me :)" and We should chat for real some time, hey, that's easier? She alos tried sending a pic but my computer cant bring it up. So pissed at my computer about that. Hopefully i can use someone elses soon or she may send it a different way so mine can. well that is all for now Time to go enjoy the night.
The one that is more of a shocker was when Brother Mondale messaged me on MySpace. The other is about a week or 2 ago I emailed my ex-girlfriend Lisa. I wanted to ask her about some info on her line of work bec I am thinking of possibly doing the same thing. Now I have not heard from her since Jan of 05'. And that was only bec I ran into her while she was on her break. She used to work in the bank inside Festival in DePere. I have sent messages to her since then but never a response. So when she emailed me back I was quite surprised. She gave me a little helpful info but said she was leaving the state for 3 weeks. So I cant get any more info for a little while. Then i sent a text to wish a happy V-day and she responded. I am thinking that we might actually be able to be friends again like we originally had talked about doing.
Then there is the Massive change in my life.
If you read my last post you saw how I was looking for a new job bec I hated my current one. Well as of Friday 2-17-06 at approxamately 4pm it is no longer my current job. I wanted to stay until I could stay until I at least found some other job good pay or not. Afterr this week I didn't feel that was an option any more. On tues we had another talk about how my times were not meeting their goals. I have very good quality but I am taking to long on the calls. Then on Thursday when we had The Storm I went to have a conversation about why APAC is open when pretty much the entire is city is shut down. I started the conversation as more of a joke conversation, but before I knew what happened it was geeting into a heated discussion. Includding the spouting off with "That's why I am quitting this job." Not a good thing to say i realized a little to late. Up until this point my boss thought i loved my job and was trying my best. Which is 1/2 true I was trying my hardest even though I was still not succeeding. I just havent liked that job for a long time. But after that I think he doesn't believe either one. I was basically given the option that i could go home with out clocking in due to weather and I may or may not get an occurance for the day so I left. Now mind you during this whole conversation all I could hear was you are a number not a person either you are are here or we can get someone else who will be here. Now the weather was not that bad that I HAD to go home, but based on my state of mind sitting there next to my boss for the next 8 hours did not seem like a good idea. So I left. So Friday morning I call to see if my co-worker had put in the shift trade or if I was having to work, of which I did so I punched in at 2 pm by 2:15 I was pulled of the phone to talk about my times bec they hadnt dropped mon or tues. During that conversation we also talked about how I felt about my job. And was told by my boss that he thinks I am an asset to the company and doesnt want me to leave, but if I hate my job so much why am I stll there. At the end of our meeting he gave me an early extended lunch to go do a couple of things. I decided to take the time to do some soul searching and realized he was right. Why am I going there. That was the biggest stress in my life. Now I did not like iot for two reasons. One being the what I felt unattainable stats. The other being some of the issues I had to deal with over and over on a daily basis of being told I dont care about people who have died or cust having other problems. As most know I am a very caring person. At first it didnt baother me, but has worn away at me. So Based on my feelings for the job, my feeliong that i would sson be fired anyway when I went back instead of punching in I wen to HR and quit. And I felt I was leaving of my free will not bec they are making me I thought I would go say goodbye to a couple of coworkers as I was told no we want you to leave the building now. One more thing i feel to prove I was a number not a person. A number does not have friends to say good bye to only a person with feelings. So now I am on a massive job hunt. to get employment. I will will do do apretty much anything but food service and phone based cust service. So if any one has any ideas let me know.
On to Good news again. Things are getting going well between me and Heidi. For Valentine's Day I sent her an email wishing a happy V-Day and in it I put the pic of a rose 12 times of a dozen roses. I was not sure how it would go over, but the next day i found it was a success. As I got a response of: "You're smooth... so mainly, thanks for the super cute Valentine's Day email! That was awesome! Thanks for thinking of me :)" and We should chat for real some time, hey, that's easier? She alos tried sending a pic but my computer cant bring it up. So pissed at my computer about that. Hopefully i can use someone elses soon or she may send it a different way so mine can. well that is all for now Time to go enjoy the night.