well jeez i havent updated in a while but i have been a lazy lazy boy. like alwayz. But omfg today has been cool excpet for the fact that i missed the movie i was supposed to see, i only had 1.5 hours to spend with a great person, and i have been unusually horny!!! it sux. O well ill just have to make some phone callz and fix 1 of the 3 problems. ( Read more... )

Well last night was Homecoming night... I guess i can say most of it was good. But yet again i m left the broken shards of the man u saw before. I guess if "it" was meant to b it wood have happend but i dont belive in that bullshit. You know for someone who has their heart broken this much, ud think that they wood love puzzles, but picking up the ( Read more... )

ugh homecomings comin up... i have no date as usual and for some reason i m nervous. I dont know if it is for tha game or for the dance but i will find out soon enuf. I wunder if somtin will happen at the dance.... if somethin doesnt happen i will make it happen dont worry ;) i cant wait till tha dance. I hope i have tons of fun

well.. last night the varsity got their first win and i got to play!!! o yea it was nice... Today from about 12 - 5 was very fun. Now it just pretty much sux cuz i have nothing to do and (U MADE ME THINK!!!!! u no who u r). but yea... I think i m gonna go to Hc just to see who is all there and if it is gonna b tyte.

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God today i think was close to the worst ive ever had... although it not close to last night. My heart lay in shards as i walked through tha hallz. i dont know when they will b bak to normal, but i hope soon. But it will b hard cuz i see the reason every day... i hope someday we shall get back to happiness, but who knows... Only one obstacle ( Read more... )

As of now im dead to the world, i have no place. My life went from Happy and Content to trash and shit. This shit cannot go on... i think all i need to do is fukin lay down and die... that way no pain will ever come my way again ( Read more... )

God Last night was the best night of my life. I am still smiling from it. I m soo happy i hope that this carries from last night for a long time. If everything goes my way i might not ever need any thing again. But yea i cant get it out of my mind that i am finally happy for the first time in a while. Its great!!

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Well i am officially wierded out...something wierd is going on in my mind right now... i choose not to go into detail about it cuz there isnt enuf paper in the world for me to write it. But i am havin trubl gettin a special person out of my mind... its great that she is there but sometimes i need some time to clear everything... o well i guess if i ( Read more... )

My mood right now is a mix of just mad and sad. i dont know how to describe this... kinda wierd.. But tomorrow is a game for varsity i hope we do good but if nobody gets up for this we gonna lose yet again. But yea.. i lost my hc date and now i must go solo soo sad.. i might go as a pimp but well see. lets see how it goes ( Read more... )