Was a day like any, weather was good. You never expect the next few minutes to completely change your life. Feels like every day you are garenteed to at least go about you business. Took off to school bus job on motorbike, nice quite smooth ride. As I approach the bus area I go to make a left turn, not speeding and started slowing down ( Read more... )

Last 10 years have been hell to say the least, but finally I think I've emerged from that. I feel like a different person after 10 years, experience and effort. Here's hoping things stay along the stable road. No more drama, just what could be called a normal day to day existance.

I've taken quite a beating from people I thought were my friends this last year. As with everything there is two sides to a story or a perspectives. I had mentioned on the eve of losing my job at ford last year I had a room mate. Was one of my friends and he needed work so I got him a job and things were ok for a while, he spent his checks on ( Read more... )

A lot has happened since all the horror's of last year. Lesson that always keeps coming back to me is no good deed goes unpunished and you'll always be judged based on lies. I've tried hard all my adult years to do what I think is right and step in for others, do what I believe is right. I'm becoming so tired of giving all I can and just ending ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I posted anything here, for a time I've been kind of quiet from last years events. Work is pretty much going the same so nothing much to say there. Back to body building and drawing among other things, comes down to time. Guess the most important thing I have learned as of late is about myself. With experience, ( Read more... )

After mother's heart attack, things sure changed for me. I feel my own future is in doubt and fairly fragile. Found out this week that the heart attack damaged a valve, why she is so easily winded. One valve isn't moving and isn't allowing other to close, they checked to see if the tendrils that attach to valve were still intact. Appears they ( Read more... )

Last week for the most part was pretty damn good, friends really made my big 3-0 one to remember. Got some free art lessons from one friend, so far taken a few sessions and found them quite helpful. I been feeling for a long time my work was lacking and needs more, I think I'll be able to close that gap now. Self taught is great and all that, ( Read more... )

Since my last post, actually right after all hell broke loose. Mother had a heart attack, really hits you hard with last remaining parent. I spent all week checking up on her at hospital and juggling work. Was very hard to watch her suffer, at least it's brought our family together ( Read more... )

Here I am, up at 3 am and not sure what's wrong. Woke up with a dry throat and and can't quite seem to get rid of it, can't tell if it's from all the damn fires. Anything I've gained from this fire season is a healthy hate for environazis. Biggest bunch of hypocrites, lots of carbon, environment being destroyed, soil sterilization for years, ( Read more... )

It's sort of been a year of shock for me, so many hidden surprises. Most not so good, so at times I wonder what I should do. With the bad at least some good can come of it, more habits of my own to change. Gonna go to gym 3 times a week from now on, I think it'd help me with allot of the pain I've been feeling lately. My back kept popping out ( Read more... )