i cant go to the show on the 12th anymore my mom is making me babysit the kids of some friends of theirs. ugh i dont think im ever supposed to have a life outside of my job and school!!!!!!!i seriously want to cry right now! my last couple of months in mobile and i cant even spend them how i want them. im so out of this house i want out NOW!!!!

cut my heart out and mount it on the wall. and then have a plaque under it saying "i conquered it all".

weird things are going on right now, i think everyone hates me, because im not acting how they want. im not trying to be mean to anyone at all and i strongly apologize if i have been mean. i dont know what to do anymore. there was a time when i was annoyed that was for a day.i hope someone didnt blow it up into someting bigger than it was ( Read more... )

ssssooooo...putting things from my car in bags makes me a slob. im grounded for two weeks...count em two weeks for that crap!!!!UAB UAB UAB UAB thats all i can think about right now! i hope lauren goes then we can room together since hanh is rooming with someone else and the dorms for 4 people are pretty darn expensive! but i dunno. i dont care ( Read more... )

i took off friends only. so if you want to be mean i hope you understand the consequences.-----man i sound like a biatch but no seriuosly i will confront you

yes i do know that i have mad 3 updates in the same hour!

i just read this thing on how this woman married herself.

if you ever recieve and invotation in the mail asking you to come to my wedding where i will be marrying myself...please gah! just shoot me. take me out of my misery.

either that or convence me im gay, and hook me up with a stripper named candi. just dont let me do that to myself.

AGAIN I RESTATE THE FACT THAT I WILL GIVE OUT TO THE LEAD SINGER OF THE KILLERS ANY DAY ( Read more... )

well i got in a wreck my car is most likely gonna be totalled. i cant walk on my left leg due to the impact. i have no car and whatever money i get for the value of my car ( because the wreck wasnt my fault) MIGHT go to my parents to pay off my first wreck. i hate this. i really hope they get me a new car and let me gradually pay them back for the ( Read more... )

school makes me hate the thought of college!!! i kinda feel blah about everything in my life now. you know i dont hate it but im just indifferent. i have to say this yet again im madly in love with all my friends they are the reason im happy all the time. i miss my sister. i really like all my new friends at the "boat" we all mesh well together. ( Read more... )

i said GD today....i feel sick.