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[bigblankhole]

I weighed myself early. normally I weigh myself once a week but at 78 lbs.. I think I need help. A lot of you guys seem concerned and I'm starting to worry too. Jason came home and I told him that I need help. I'm gonna go to a clinic tomorrow. Check myself in for a while. Maybe I'll even call my parents.. but they'll worry what'll do for their "

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[__imtheonly1__]

sweetie i know ur scared, god iknow your scared...i was the exact same way hun...except my parents forced me into the hospital....i think u need to go to ur local hospitals emergency room, tell them wats going on and they will have u talk to the psych and may admit u....that way u can get taken care of....im not sure how they do it there but thats what the did for me....please please go and get help....hun ur lower then me now :( and i can sit here and say i envy that but i ikno wat this is like, the struggle, the constant need for ana...pleae go get help...if u dont admit urself, go online and look for local psychologists and nutritinists and see some1...get help....u can do this, i believe in u :) remember im here for u...u and i are soo similar, we are in the same boat....we can work tog4ther, be team mate((Hugglz, snugglz)) BIG HUG!!!! *kat* your in my prayers

[bigblankhole]

:) That'd be helpful.
I haven't talked to my parents yet. GOD.. I wish I hadn't cut off all ties with them... That's going to be the hardest first step. They don't get home for a few more hours. Jason and I are really struggling to get everything settled and to be able to live on our own. I'm a little worried as to what this will do to our lifestyle. We cut as many corners as we could. I'm hopeful though. Well at least I'm going to try this... I need to- it's about time..

[anamiame]

Go for it, you have the strengh to get to the weight you are now, you have the strengh to realise you have a problem and admit it. I'm sure you will have the strengh to get better.

It's a scary time but good luck.

you could print out your journal and a few of your old posts to take with you , that way if you freeze you and can not say anything you can give them the papers and let them find out for themselves.

once again, good luck. hope you recover. big hug.

[bigblankhole]

thanks for the support. This is gonna take a lot of strength and will power. Hopefully, I won't disappoint you all I promise