so my dad has decided that he is going to ghetto rig my car to fix it... it will be cheaper and i dont have to buy a new car... i hope it works and that its ready in time for this weekend because im not goin to get to see sharpie for a while unless i can find a ride up there or drive myself.... i miss her and i think i got her in trouble which i ( Read more... )

they want me to quit my job... want me to stop driving... im not goin to stop either. they say that i will fail school but there is no way in hell that i would ever let that happen. ive got to much goin for me right now, i figured out what i want to do in life which is CGI, i think it will be fun as hell. and a girlfriend that cares about me, and ( Read more... )

i got ffxI working a couple days ago and i get to see sharpie tomorrow... she makes me happy :)

Demon
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You're selfish, insensitive and cruel. For you, personal gain is first than anything else, love is just the idealization some stupid guy made for sexual urges and a soul is just currency. You represent the dark side. The Yin side of nature. Death, darkness. However, as evil as you can be, you're necessary ( Read more... )

i want to live just not the life im leading

im a sad person and i dont know why, i dont even know why i think my being obnoxious has just lost its effect and i cant run away anymore

i slept a lot in school and it let me think some stuff out... im not ready for a serios relationship at this point in my life, i still have a lot to figure out about myself, but if anyone out there is lookin for a little sexual fun let me know.

its wierd after all thats happened and all the shit thats gone on i have found someone that really makes me happy, i still want to go out with her and wutnot but she sees no relationship between us so im not gonna push it, i still wish she would say yes, i dont know, i just cant get her out of my head and its driving me bonkers, if u havent guessed ( Read more... )

i have a big problem. all the feelings for chuck that i had burried have resurfaced and im having a hard time dealing with it. i dont know why i mean i know that she never has or ever will love me but i still love her, i cant figure out why this makes me so upset i mean i thought i was over her but i guess i wasnt. i dont know wut to do there are ( Read more... )

ive been up all night trying to finnish a english project that i waited till the last minute to do and my mom just came downstairs and bitched me out for staying up all night. i just want to get this fucking thing done i dont even care about the credit anymore, i remembered that i also have a intro to psych paper to write that was also due ( Read more... )