well things are gettin better. lonely, but i deal with it. applying with Hyundai right now. me and adam are movin into our house in about 2 weeks. so ready. yea yall have missed alot. im sure i have too. hopefully i can get this job tho. thaqt would be a blessing. startin out at $14/hr that aint too shabby. hell thats better than all of my parents ( Read more... )

I drank till I Stumbled ( Read more... )

ummmmm, not much to say, just felt like updating, im actually in a good mood, im just tired, tryin to hurry up and do what i have to do becaus ei have to be back at work at 5. i have to work this weekend, so i cant party with the fellaz in auburn for wyn's bday. sux a big dick. anyway. im gonna finish eating my chicken sandwich and loaded baked ( Read more... )

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz ( Read more... )

i think im finnaly at peace with this whole situation between myself and ashleys parents. to quite honest i think i would have done that same thing. i think most of you would have to. just think about it. she is the baby girl. they dont want to see their baby girl get hurt by some 19 years old rebel guy who drinks and smokes and has a tattoo. im ( Read more... )

now dont get all stirred up. i went to the doctor yesterday and found out what has been wrong with my heals. i have what they call Achelies Tendonitis. the doc said it was very serious and that we havent waited too late. i put that title up there to be an eye catcher. and what the doc said was that back in the roman times they would cut the ( Read more... )

so not much needs to be said about that. depressed. i dont have a job anymore because i couldnt physically do the work at UPS. i left because my back couldnt take the pain. my heals couldnt, nor could my knees. so here i am. looking for another job. i think im going to have to live with my dad. me my mom dennis and my dad are having a talk tonight ( Read more... )

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i have to get it out there. doesnt matter who comments on it now ( Read more... )

Sleepless nights, saddness in my eyes. anyone that cant see it is a fool because im in disguise ( Read more... )