Today was wonderful. Well not the day but whatever. So Jonny and his family decided to come to the school and say goodbye. Not only was I surprised (good one carly) but I was speechless. I honestly thought yesterday was it. So what did I do? Cry. and keep crying. I'm really going to miss him. Yea yea yea I know their coming back but its just ( Read more... )

So today was the last day I will probably see him. The worst night ever. Of all days to end on a bad note, today was not the best. So I cried. Not because they were leaving but the situation. It was nothing I could do and that's what bothers me. I am who I am. Nobody can change me because I love me. I have family and friends that love me. I'm happy ( Read more... )

Today was ok. I had testmasters today so I woke up early for that.
Its almost midnight and I had to bake cupcakes for the church bake sale 2morrow. Now I'm exhausted.
To top it off: I have to be at work at 6am. Yep. 6am.
Maybe I should get in the bed.

Goodnight all.

I'm slowly letting go.

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Ok so for those who don't know, I do work at Victoria's Secret at Memorial mall. I start training tommorow. I wonder what I have to learn. Do I have to know all the scents? What if I have to measure people's bra size? Little me measuring some 30 year old lady's bra size. I hope I can just ring people up and tell them "Thank you for shopping here at ( Read more... )

I finally got up today and went to Memorial City mall to finda job. Not bad. I went to so many stores, filled out so many damn applications, which really got on my nerves. Think about answering the same questions 35730578348 times. But anyway I went into Buyakah, Victoria Secret, Abercrombie, Charlette Rousee, Forever 21, Journey's, Rave, Limited ( Read more... )

So I always knew it in the back of my mind but I was in denial. I really really do like him but I told myself "He's going back so don't get to close." My fault I did. Im not in love or anything so don't get confused ( Read more... )

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I didnt do anything this break. What a loser. I really wanted to see Johnny...since Tuesday. I couldnt. Damn that accident ( Read more... )

As some of you may know I've been driving with no license...a permit, but no license. So after the accident my mom believes that it was a sign for me to go and get it. It's not that I never wanted to but I just never really felt the need to stand in that long line to take a picture. (which might I add might turn out horrible) So now I have to go ( Read more... )