Dearest Benjamin ( Read more... )

Dear Ben,

Boy... what a mess...

VNV Nation:

Was awesome.
The opening acts really sucked. I mean they REALLY SUCKED. I got a phone call at one point shortly after arriving to the HOB Disney which was quickly ended from the other end... I care about this person very much... so I sent a text back and then decided to tell ap0rnnstar and devilsbitchboy that I was "too ( Read more... )

Dear Ben,

( (Don't read me if you think this might upset you) )

I looked up to the glow-stars and the powers that be anti-siloueted against my dismal celing with all of it's nostolgia mocking me with reminders of times that were none the better nor worse than the days that currently haunt my ever prolongued sociopathic situation.

"Ben how long have you been coming here ( Read more... )

it's paganporcelain and lyteinc s' birthdays...

way to still be...

Ben

Dear Ben ( Read more... )

I'm not doing so hot and some gauche drunken extravagent party is not going to do me any good. I was supposed to start taking some pills and haven't yet for a lot of reasons and if I am going to take them it means not drinking any more at all.

So...

This Year's Ben Day Celibration is completely cancledI don't really feel like having a party any ( Read more... )

Ok so i will no longer be using my phone to connect to the internet from home/places without a wireless access point...

I now have Verizon Wireless Broadband... yay.

It's wicked fast and won't cost me a bundle to use incessently durring anytime minute hours.

I also have more text messages on my phone now.

My life rocks

Ben

I am pissed off. I think I need to start doing hard drugs on a daily basis again. Ok maybe not ( Read more... )

... then I did it again.

I feel shitty.

Ben