so... uhm.... yeah.... like... anyways. im bored as hell. working as usual and its so damn busy. this is the first free moment ive had at all tonite. basically just wanted to let anyone who cares enuff to read my journal that im still alive and kicking. that i havent fallen off the face of the earth and that i still care and love you all ( Read more... )

arg* was hoping to get a weekend off, but no, not allowed. im the temp so i get no breaks and no days off. in the next 14 days i have 2 off days... im so pissed. and the 2 off days are singles... what do you do with a single off day? not like i can go visit friends out of town or anything. and there is nothing to do in this ass hole of a town ( Read more... )

hellow ( Read more... )

Well, today and this weekend might be okay after all. I am going to see a good friend in georgia... against better judgement in some ways and definitely my friends' better judgements... but i dont care. sometimes you just have to step out on that limb. so i might be getting some for the 4th!!!! woot :p yeah yeah, its very bad to be so excited about ( Read more... )

Nothing, i repeat nothing in my life is simple... or easy... or just plain not hectic to deal with. ARG* anyone want a big teddy bear? i promise im a great cuddler and a good kisser... and i dont bite.. okay okay, i might nibble a bit but thats it :) Cuddle time would help fix everything.... i think... then again, it might just push me deeper off ( Read more... )

Know what the problem with having a girlfriend/lover for almost a year is.... when you stop. when you dont have that lover anymore... when you get no more sex. ugh* then you just turn into this big hornball and think about sex every damn time you turn around. jeez, its awful. i mean, how am i supposed to function when every 3 minutes im thinking ( Read more... )

lifes a bitch... you pay taxes.... u hurt.... u die.
yup. thats the mood right now.

i add journals that i find interesting to read b/c i like interesting people. however if you find yourself on my list of friends and for some reason dont want to be there, by all means drop me a message and ill delete you posthaste. if you want to add me after finding that i think you are an interesting person, then by all means do taht as well. ( Read more... )

hi again ( Read more... )

Well... its just another day. lol. a traumatic and dramatic one, but still just another day. my ex and i have finally called it quits in all shapes/forms/fashions and anything else resembling a relationship beyond friendship. i hope that we retain the friendship, she is a great friend and a good person to talk to ( Read more... )