i got no plans for the next 3 days, comment/call me if you wanna hang with me

i think I'll go back to my e-pimpin days

( been a while since i had to use a cut )

is over. she doesn't want me ever. what i had feared has come to pass. one of the guys that called her everyday while i was with her is going to be going out with her soon. i want to die. she was my future. she was what made me get through senior year of high school. and now she's gone. i have nothing left. just wasted time and wasted memories.

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i guess it can get worse. I'm now single.

i hate my life

...with my life anymore. I'm having mixed emotions about everything in my life. i don't know how long it will be before i know what I'm doing. As far as i know, it feels as if i will do very well with my life soon, or i could end up dead due to the choices i have been making. only time will tell which of the paths will be traveled upon, or maybe a ( Read more... )

give me your phone numbers

...what i am doing or where i am going in my life. This past school year everything in my life has done practically a 180. What little amount of friends i have are just about gone, again it seems that even to my friends that i am just the one in the background. half the time i don't think my gf even believes what i say. We have very intense ( Read more... )

i can't possibly describe how bad it truly is. Only thing i will say on here is that i am having terrible thoughts going through my head right now.