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bigbuttpanda

Midnight Stroll down Cannery Row: Part V

May 14, 2004 00:44

Waves to unfold Secrets Driving consisted of many pictures of random Monterey and driving down one way streets. On the way, I hung my diamond necklace and earrings on his rear-view mirror, smiling, looking at how beautiful it was just hanging there. We got there in a matter of minutes, actually, and I took note of the familiar places Sean and I ( Read more... )

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xxrikkuxx May 14 2004, 13:57:40 UTC

awww... that was like one of those perfect movies. ^_^

bigbuttpanda May 14 2004, 15:41:48 UTC

that was why its such a perfect night... it was SOOO classic

shirowantami May 14 2004, 14:58:22 UTC

The reason I didn't read your posts nor comment because of what YOU said. I thought we weren't supposed to have contact for a month.

bigbuttpanda May 14 2004, 15:39:53 UTC

we still commented and such, you just dont remember :P
i dont really give a damn anymore. I've seen things have changed for the worse.
even if that were to happen, you still looked at my picture and made some comment on it...
you love another girl now, just look to her, weither it be just friends or more, you can find comfort much easier with her instead of me, alright? i'm not trying to push you up into a corner, just live your own life and let things change with time, dont mind me, i wont help by much. On the 25th, i'll talk to you a little more, besides, we've talked within the past 3 weeks, and its cus you really wanted to talk... I'm here to talk, but for comfort, leave me alone.

shirowantami May 14 2004, 15:03:01 UTC

And it's funny that I haven't even DONE anything and Carl is already wigging out, telling Nathan NOT to tell me his number. Not like I even fucking ASKED.

bigbuttpanda May 14 2004, 15:41:04 UTC

just dont care, its rather easy. ignore it. Carl is shy, and i'm sorry, but he told me you and him never really got along by much...
i'm sorry that you dont like him, so just ignore him, alright? is it possible for me to be friends with both you and him?

shirowantami May 14 2004, 17:59:53 UTC

I don't hate Carl, but what the hell. That's so stupid.

shirowantami May 14 2004, 17:58:56 UTC

I don't love anyone! I don't love her because she can't love me, and I don't know why. That's the way it is with anyone I even try to get near!

Do you not understand that? You have guys at the tips of your fingers, and I can't even begin to understand why I'm not even given a chance! It's tearing me apart that I can't get something I've wanted since I was a kid!

bigbuttpanda May 14 2004, 20:55:25 UTC

stop wanting it so bad... i dont want a guy, but they are here, so i dont take one, cus i dont want one... let time pass, and when the oppertunity arrives, then you'll find out if you want it or not...so far all your relationships have crashed and burned, but your still not learning how to be careful

bluemoonfairy May 14 2004, 23:50:20 UTC

i feel like i have to say this:

1. how do you expect someone to love you when you can't even love yourself?

2. the moment you start looking for love, you begin to settle for less than you actually deserve. if it happens, it happens. if it doesn't, then it doesn't.

3. lynn doesn't have "guys at the tips of her fingers". she's just one of those people with amazingly good luck who has managed to find two guys who care for her very much. hell, in any other circumstances, she'd be one of those people who win the lottery twice, or are struck by lightning 5 times and survive.