how depressing... i am ashamed of myself

[bigbuttpanda]

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[starrenite]

Noooooooooooooooooooo. I think I might cry now.. seriously. :(

[bigbuttpanda]

sorry *hugs*
its odd how... i hate how i feel so bad about everything.
i hate that i get hurt by things i dont want myself to be hurt by.
cus i know life tosses things to me that will always hurt me
btu if i become numb, then nothign will hurt, nor anything be happy.
please understand what a smile can hide.