Comments | bigcahuna: my mind

bigcahuna

my mind

Oct 18, 2006 18:28

forget, try and forget...not don't forget. You won't. You know what you want. You'll keep trying. I'll wait, maybe try other things, but I'll still wait. I feel empty, what do I do to fill it in. I tried this year once, and it didn't work. Now I rushed back and failed again. It lasted nearly a week, the best week I have had this year. It seemed so ( Read more... )

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cpt_crunch16 October 19 2006, 04:29:35 UTC

Joe, i mean this in all honesty. your one of the strongest people i know (both mentally and physically). If anyone can pull through this, its you. i have complete faith in you, so hang in there...

p.s. miss you!

sweetangel529 October 20 2006, 10:03:19 UTC

"Make not your thoughts your prisons..." - Shakespeare, Anthony & Cleopatra

~geraldine

perhaps time will heal anonymous October 21 2006, 03:53:02 UTC

and help and cure and enlighten. It's hard to know for sure but it is really true that if it is meant to be, it will be. If it is true it is worth the wait. You just have to be careful not to settle for something less in the mean time just to have something. Perhaps the pain is still there for her, perhaps the hurt has not healed, perhaps there has not been time to rebuild the trust, perhaps there is fear, perhaps more time is exactly what you both need. Perhaps you need to be friends again before you can be lovers. You said it yourself, you are 20 even though it seems as though you should have it all figured out and set, you are still very young, still have a lot of years to learn and grow and become. Still time to have everything you want and need. Don't rush, don't worry, just be. Take your time and work things out in all aspects of your life. Patience is a virtue, my friend. If its true, it will be well worth the time you give it.

Re: perhaps time will heal bigcahuna October 21 2006, 04:55:18 UTC

Sometimes, I really do wish I knew who you were, just to know if what you say is credible. All I really want now is the truth, from everyone, those I don't know, and even myself.

i'm not afraid to post unanonymously barbieangel October 21 2006, 21:29:20 UTC

Blah blah blah god get over it already
you dont seem to notice that there are people out there that want to put the past behind them and truely be your friend but its so damn hard to when you keep pulling the same old bullshit
i forgave and forgot-whatever shit happens but

i let you hurt my best friend the same way you did me...evertime i think about it i want to slap myself i should have warned her i should have told her not to trust you

i want to be your friend but sometimes i really hate you

Posting anonymously can be funny... barbieangel October 23 2006, 01:21:03 UTC

you know, most freudian pyschologists view projection as a defense mechanism for only the weak minded, or those who truly hate themselves. ponder that statement for a while...

Re: Posting anonymously can be funny... barbieangel October 25 2006, 02:36:15 UTC

Tucker you're an alcoholic! jk

Re: Posting anonymously can be funny... cpt_crunch16 October 25 2006, 04:52:42 UTC

alright, i guess even with the Anonymous posting on, my writing style has become too identifiable. damn.

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hyperchick0923 October 23 2006, 00:22:02 UTC

You know where I am if you EVER need to talk.