Tired of being in bed, really want to eat something, wish the stomach flu would go away. blah

I went driving tonight to relieve stress. And it was working. Just cruising down Grand River, all the way to Detroit. Then on the way back, got onto M5 off of Grand River and got pulled over for doing 80. Fuck you Farmington Hills. So instead of having a relaxing drive here and there, now I have to go to court. I have no release anymore. I don't ( Read more... )

so lately I haven't really been able to think and write at the same time, so I'm going to just post this song, again ( Read more... )

be patient
be a friend
be everything, but
be nothing to yourself
be what they want
be what you want, and
be everything in between
be there only when needed
be silent and
be patient

I thought my life was going to get better after Saturday. Not so. Saturday was bad enough, seeing my grandfather for the last time ever, and seeing half my extended family breakdown. I had nothing to look forward to other than work that night, work Sunday and Monday night, and oh how fun driving to Auburn Hills twice in one day yesterday. And this ( Read more... )

One fantastic day after another. I can't wait till this week, month, semester, whatever is over. I'm already tired of waiting for things to get better yet I can't control any of it. It doesn't help I'm getting it from all sides from family to work to relationships. Shit, I haven't seen my friends in forever it seems. I just want back a semi-normal ( Read more... )

A night I would like to remember, and forget. It has been brought to realization now that my Grandfather is gone. Now I'm just waiting for that to hit me.

Letting everything sink in, slow as possbile.

Terrible day, on so many levels.

So today in the Auburn Hills parking lot, not long before I saw a horrific accident almost happen, I saw a bumper sticker that said "Texas is bigger than France". Geraldine, this updates for you.