so its made, i added everyone on my friends list, add me back!! muahhh
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i hate this lj. i never update and when i want to, i feel like its not worth it, since nothing will make sense. i'm making a new one, and i'm adding all of you to it, i hope you except.

once its made i'll also post my new lj sn.

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i'm realizing that i've met so many amazing people through out my life. people i wish i had taken the chance and time to get to know better. i find myself holding back when it comes to spending time with a lot of people. there are a few exceptions of course, but overall, i haven't had too many great friends... just a lot of wonderful aquaintances ( Read more... )

took my mom to the ER this morning because her heart was racing and her arm was losing feeling. so scared. she's okay. just sleeping. i'm worried. i don't want my parents to get old.

i think im going to quit smoking. starting tomorrow, since i just decided right now. lets see how that goes.

victor kept calling me from todd's phone last night. i guess todd and him got super drunk together and had a bonding moment or something. victor was taking him home and needed his address? im really fucking freaked out.

go to jamie for a haircut! at elfi's hair salon!

i'm really in shambles right now. my heart is completely torn in half. i feel crazy.

a long time ago i wrote something about how the format makes me sad. still true. i'm dumb and listening to phil collins, just... i dont know what i'm doing actually. feeling sorry for myself? i dont think so...  i mean, maybe... but i'm not really thinking about me. i wish my dad hadn't called when he did, my moms still on the phone with him, and i ( Read more... )