Fuck. Everything.

All I wanted to do was share a moment with you and all I'm left with is deep regret and wasted time. I sat there and contemplated the whole thing. And I knew I could either keep it to myself, do it myself, or share the moment with a loved one...but you didn't care, you didn't want to be woken up, you fucked everything up as usual, and once again I ( Read more... )

I. Want. To. Die.

I kno she was your friend, I guess...but I hope she rots in jail for ruining my life. U were the greatest thing that ever happened to me and I was this close to being happy again...now I've hit such a rock bottom, I can't even see the light.

When the fuck will my karma kick in? I do all of this shit out of the kindness of my heart when I rly want to just say fuck it and fuck off...and I only do it hoping to get some sort of good luck...or maybe something will bounce my fucking way for once, but no...I continue to get shit on cuz that's what will happen to matter how much I try to ( Read more... )

All my dreams got more vivid when I stopped smoking pot.

Nightmares got more vivid when I stopped smoking pot.

Loving you’s a little different I don’t like you a lot.

I mean…fuck.

I know you are all free spririted and loving..thats why I had Toner introduce me to you. Just, please don't toy with my emotions. Its obvious that I like you, and you make me happy in some odd, spontaneous way. I know your type, you make me the king one min, then u turn me into a peasant with a flick of your wrist. I can barely handle it now, so it ( Read more... )

Only me, in all my infinite wisdom, can tell a girl how I feel, and then have her not wanna speak to me ever again. About to cut my loses...dead ass.

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But I love myself