So have you ever been disgusted at yourself cuz of something you did... probably... its something that comes with life right... in fact its something came with my life a little extra i guess... but whatevs... whats more important is the next question... have you ever been disgusted at yourself for something you didnt do, but thought of... i dont ( Read more... )

I feel like a fool right now... ive been thinking about it all... and fool is really the best word for it

So heres the thing... everyone who graduated from high school has at least the faintest knowledge of what survival of the fittest means right... well thats all you need for this... in fact... if you have some extensive knowledge of science and biology... stop reading cuz im sure youll just pick apart the analogy that is taking place here... but ( Read more... )

So it was probably 3 and a half years ago that I first got interested in psychology... it was towards the end of senior year and i was in the best class ever offered at Berlin High School... humanities (the full year one... all the people that took the half year one are fools)... i was just fascinated by the theories and stuff like that... i mean ( Read more... )

So is there something about my voice the cries out "Wait til ive said three words then cut me off" ...

So it kinda looks like its time to retreat again... glimmers of hope... always glimmers... I guess im guilty of overthinking again... and assuming... the funny thing is... my assuming really doesnt make and "ass" out of "u" "me" or anyone really... it just causes a lot of pain... and a lot of staring at the bunk above me... thinking... i guess i ( Read more... )

sometimes... sometimes things just strike you the wrong way and you go hours just trying to feel better... sometimes you see a person and you wonder if what happened hurt them in the slightest, when it hurt you pretty deep... maybe thats what its all about... just constantly wondering if things matter to other people the way they matter to me... is ( Read more... )

So im kinda tired of just sitting around and waiting... the thing is... ive never been very good at standing up and doing... in fact im pretty lost when it actually comes to that... it doesnt help that im torn between the situations anyways... enough ambiguities for tonight... this one was short... but im sure ill be thinking about it for a loooong ( Read more... )

so apparently i lie a lot... oh well... ill get around to it

im feeling poetic... but im also feeling tired... therefore this is my promise to post a poem in the next 24 hours... i know you have all been missing it... but dotn fret... its back