Is it really my time? I hope so.

[biggdaddykai]

I am once again plagued by the restlessness that has permeated my life as of late. I think i may have been placed on the path of the greatest and most rewarding journey of my life. I can feel that i will not be able to reach any level of peace or stability until i either completely succeed in my task, or utterly fail. I also cant help but feel that

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[heavenleigh0325]

This entry really made me think and smile. I understand what you are saying about people having answers. I know that feeling. Sometimes it is frustrating that no matter how hard you try and how hard you look you can never find the answers you are looking for, however, you look around and see people getting their answers all the time. Its pretty irritating. I completely understand. :-)

[chrizzy_crazy]

me too! but you'll find it jsut as soon as you stop looking for it.

[biggdaddykai]

i knew i couldnt be the only feeling that way.

[southernbellexx]

im on the plane. on my sidekick! talk to me

[biggdaddykai]

haha i knew you couldnt stay away.

[ihatemyisp]

Though we don't talk much, I must say that I'm right there with you, in that search.

You're not alone :o)

[biggdaddykai]

i know ian. there are alot of us out there.

Re: Word.

[biggdaddykai]

i hit bottom long ago.. im just trying to find a runway long enough to get speed to fly now. I wish i could help you, but one thing i have figured out is that noone can just give you the answers, you can be guided, but never directly shown. But i will do what i can, if i can.

[mavis_eats_peen]

[biggdaddykai]

>=)