life sucks.. and then you die.. so what the fuck. no really.. what the fuck??

[biggdaddykai]

Why is it the things we care about most in life, are not only the hardest to get, but the hardest to hold on to. Once upon a time, i believed that I didnt deserve to be loved. I had many reasons for coming to this conclusion. Then something changed.. I changed.. or so I thought. I had found something, something worth fighting for, something worth

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[themagicalonion]

The only way to cope is to realize that, without the crippling pain of loss, you would have nothing to gauge the greatest feeling of being in love. Life is a bitch and then you die this is true, but there is along time between bitch and die, so enjoy every up, and brace for every down. To fall to pieces now would negate everything you have worked for. Now the hardest challenge of all... moving on. Good luck friend.

[biggdaddykai]

Well i have already been at my lowest.. i was there before.. and im back now. Its not the loss that gets me.. its the unnerving emptiness that insues afterwards that I cant stand. As far as moving on.. thats hard to do, when the relationship itself symbolized me moving on. I have already completely restarted my life twice in less than 6 monthes. And as I said im too old to just run away.. thats not an option. I left once because I had nothing.. i came back because I found something, now Im stuck in a hole cuz i lost everything. I know I will live, I will survive.. I always do. But that doesnt mean Ill like it.