Comments | biggere: Waking up next to nothing, waking up after dreaming of you and me, waking up all alone.

biggere

Waking up next to nothing, waking up after dreaming of you and me, waking up all alone.

Jun 05, 2004 23:41

I'm horribly bored. I was hoping to find something to do tonight, anything, with anyone... but no such luck. Instead I'm stuck here wishing I had someone to call my own, someone who wants of me all I want to give. I guess it's wrong of me to feel such a strong desire to be what someone wants, to fulfill someones dreams of a man... when I always ( Read more... )

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they mean something to more than you'd know... one_side_zero June 7 2004, 02:10:56 UTC

i enjoy reading your writings. you're very talented. they're filled with so much emotion that i could literally feel them pouring from your wounded heart. i hope you don't think me too bold to be asking this, but who are you so interested in that's already with someone else. if you'd prefer not to disclose her name, i'll understand completely. it's just couriosity, i suppose. i'll see you around, then. bye.

Re: they mean something to more than you'd know... biggere June 7 2004, 04:45:06 UTC

Thank you for the vote of confidence and enjoyment. But I'm not all that talented, just passionatly disposed. I've fallen for more than one girl who was already involved with someone... in the past, and more recently. I always do my best to let it go, but I can't help but get so close as a friend that problems arise in one fashion or another.. and rarely are those problems set in motion by me. It seems those who get close to me, who listen, who try to understand.. fall in love; but the feeling always fails to generate any sort of long lasting mind frame or devotion towards me. I'm a disposable love it seems, lasting no more than a few months and no less than a single night. Anyway, that probably answered your question more elaboratly than was necisary.

Re: they mean something to more than you'd know... fatallyyours01 June 7 2004, 20:03:19 UTC

First off... "necisary" is way misspelled. But I won't correct you because I can't spell it either.

Second off.. remember a long time ago when you made fun of me for pronouncing 'either' like 'ee-ther' and you said 'eye-ther'? Well ever since then, I pronounce it your way. I feel much less white trash now.

And thirdly, what I originaly was going to say before I got distracted, is not to call yourself a 'disposable love' because that makes me sad.. no one should feel that way, ever.

Re: they mean something to more than you'd know... one_side_zero June 8 2004, 04:36:28 UTC

well... that's a little depressing. but understandable. u know... you'll find someone who's prefect for you one day. you just gotta wait it out! I know that sux, but that's life for ya!!

fifi_the_unholy June 10 2004, 04:23:31 UTC

I miss you Fox, and everyone else.... It's depressing here... and full of bug things. I detest it, and I want someone to talk to. BAH> I'm gonna try to call you tomorrow, kk?

*sigh*

Sarah

biggere June 10 2004, 09:02:57 UTC

Sorry you're depressed and being eaten by bugs, you're one step worse than me. At least there aren't bugs eating me. Feel free to call me if you'd like, just remember I'll be out from 6:30pm till 10:30pm or so, as usual. Play and all that. Oh, and no sighing... I don't care how bad the place is, you're not allowed to feel bad. Cheer up, that's an order.

fifi_the_unholy June 12 2004, 06:49:03 UTC

Day 1: Attacked by a horsefly that sounded like a B52 and was equally as hard to destroy. After multiple attempts at swats it managed to land and deploy fangs into my calf. Where I promptly hit him with all my might, causing him to fall off and go find easier prey.

Day 2: Children arrive. ADHD kids straight out of hell. Two fights, no sleep, swimming pool time = 0.

Day 3: Work a total of 12 hours out of doors in the sun. This is tan line number 1. On this day I recieved my FIRST shower.

Day 4: Another 12 hours in the sun. Little sleep. Lots of screaming monkeys.

Day 5: Got MY horse. (