Step one; slit my throat

[biggere]

So, I just got back from a party. I drank too much.j That's hard to do when you're me. But it turs out it's possible. It's sad, so sad. I' m fucking sad. I drank because there was nothing else. No one else. Why would I do this? I wish I didn't have a reason to go to some random place and drown the pain. I'm slowly becoming everything I said I'd

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[iamthemarstar]

no it is not. you stop it... just because it hasnt happened yet doesnt mean its not going to happen. youre only 19 eric. youve barely scratched the surface of meeting people in college. and soon youll have a job. so theres so much opportunity coming around soon for things to change. just be patient. and stop feeling like this.

[moregankira]

I second this.

You are waiting too much for life to start,that you haven't noticed it it already has.

I know to have something like this broken is hard to fix

[play_tragical]

I believe. Hell, I know, because I'm that kind of person. You know I care, too, but that's probably not enough, because it's not the kind of caring that you're looking for. Maybe it helps though, along with the knowledge that I've been exactly right where you are.. and I'm not promising anything, but if you try, I believe that things will get better. In conclusion, add meh.

i love you!

[honest_mistake]

oh, Eric..you know that I am here for you. We all need to hang out more..hang out like old times not like Nick's house times. Lets make plans ok. You know my new cell. Umm, sleepover comes out wednesday. lol.

♥