wow. it's been a rough week and it's only tuesday. mostly due to the drunken weekend of ian being a human torpedo on our icy porch, throwing a baked potato at the neighbor and pissing him off, waking up the next morning with a letter from him on the porch that said, "beth i am going to eat you. love cullen" recovering sunday and eventually dragging ( Read more... )

this tunnel vision is making me spin. i walk along like a zombie in the crowds while time speeds by. unaware of the world around me i am focused on the future. always looking for the next thrill, the next moment of happiness. slipping through my fingers like sand as i try to hold on even tighter to these moments. wanting but not sure of what. ( Read more... )

oh thanksgiving. so many expectations and yet somehow they are never met. i was thinking that this was going to be an amazing break and just full of busyness. i was wrong. very wrong. the only busyness was me getting up to go to the gym other than that it pretty much sucked. it was nice to see everyone, but it just wasn't quite what i was expecting ( Read more... )

so i am sooooo excited for new years now that i am offically going to be traveling to washington dc and new york city! it's going to kick ass and i am going with the coolest girl in the world! elyssa and i are going to party our asses off. we went to the mall this week to try on some dresses. the ones that weren't supposed to be funny were ( Read more... )

i have had a weird past couple of days. i'll start off with sunday. after the blind date that my mom set me up for on saturday i went to work sunday night and was cleaning up the cafe at the end of the night and low and behold someone left their pamphlet on anal plugs at one of the tables. it wasn't just a little brochure. it was a embossed folder ( Read more... )

so i got a phone call today and it was a bloomington number that i didn't know. i answered it and it was my mom ( Read more... )

once again i am sick of people judging me. it's my life and i can do whatever the fuck i want to ( Read more... )

why do the weirdest things happen to me? tonight i was sitting in the kitchen doing some reading and there was a knock on the door. i was wondering who it was but figured it was just the delivery guy with the wrong address as usual. i answered the door and there was a middle aged man with a beer belly. he said that he was our new neighbor and he ( Read more... )

i had such a fun weekend. elyssa and i ran a ton of errands on friday and between the two of us we managed to make quite a scene wherever we went. we were in victoria's secret and she was getting this free sample thing and so i was like "go into the beauty part, it'll be faster" because i thought there was a really long line. but as we walked past ( Read more... )

you're the type of person who will offer to do someone a favor and then hold it over their head and make them feel bad for it ( Read more... )