Comments | biglooknolife: "was an honest man, asked me for the phone, i tried to take control."

biglooknolife

"was an honest man, asked me for the phone, i tried to take control."

Apr 04, 2004 19:22

to one of my dearest friends ( Read more... )

Comments 8

clearvampire April 4 2004, 19:31:47 UTC

nigel is completely right.
I was really upset that nobody called me today and asked me to to go the hospital to visit him. That wasnt cool. I would have appreicated to go. But then again, it seems like no one ever tells my anything anymore. I'm quite mad at you nigel as well, I feel like you should have called me. What has happened to our friendship? But whatever. You do whatever the hell you want.
Its true what this kid is saying guys. ALMOST everything he just wrote is true and everyone should follow by it.
jordan

:) heartshapedhurt April 4 2004, 20:40:14 UTC

aw nigel. you*re so sweet. yes sean, its true. i love you too. and you have more to live for than i do, and i*m still going on. it*s going to be okay. like that saying.."in the end its all okay, if its not okay its not the end" you can argue with that all you*d like, but it really is true. sometimes you just have to make yourself believe things until they come true. as painful as it may be for me to live, i still go on, i*ll put up with it as long as i can take it, and even after i can*t anymore.

Re: :) biglooknolife April 4 2004, 22:16:37 UTC

haha thanks, listen to her sean, she knows what she is talking about, you always tell me to look at the good things and when i talk about that kind of stuff, you always make me feel better. i wish i could do the same for you, as hard as i try, it doesn't seem to work...

dont_cut_me April 4 2004, 22:15:33 UTC

i hope sean gets better soon.
even though i only met him once, sense last night he has been on my mind constantly. i feel ive prayed for him a billion times, and yet i still feel like i want to help more in some way. but i guess im doing all that i can. xoxo

stay_the_night April 4 2004, 22:47:10 UTC

this has been a hard day for all of us.

biglooknolife April 4 2004, 22:57:00 UTC

u hit the nail on the fuckin head<3<3

clearvampire April 5 2004, 21:14:11 UTC

you're a good person nigel.
Even though it seems your not there for me a lot anymore.
I thank you so much for being my friend.
You really care. You're taking everything in such a mature way right now.
I cant be more proud of you.
You are a stronger person than I am.
I'm sure you need someone right now too.
But you're putting everything before yourself.
a true person.
thanks man.
thanks always.
jordan.

biglooknolife April 6 2004, 07:46:16 UTC

thanks jordan,what u wrote really meant a lot to me, out of everyone in our group i've known you the longest, and you mean a lot to me, im sorry if i haven't been there latley, i will get better<3<3<3