Comments | bigmouth88: i know people change...but me?

bigmouth88

i know people change...but me?

Dec 18, 2005 00:31

I know people change and i know things change you for the person your going to be...but i hate who i am...I hate the person im being coming...its hurts cuz the one person i dont want to change me is...I never would yell at someone the way i have done to you... I would never tell you im going to let you go cuz your crying...I would never get so ( Read more... )

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Love Can build a bridge my_worst_fears December 18 2005, 07:36:25 UTC

You know that song....everyone does...Love can build a bridge between your heart and mine. Lauren, how about we stop trying so hard...maybe in not trying so hard it will make things better, cause we are both trying in different directions...I won't say mean things anymore, I won't say that I am going to go home, I won't say that I am turning around I won't say that I'm not coming out, unless I know I'm not, and most of all I won't say that it's over, cause I don't want it to be. I won't do any of the stuff that hurt you. I can be myself, I can push away this fog that has blinded me from you, I know you need time, thats why I'm trying to give it to you. I love you, and love is enough, but we can't try so hard. We have to let love guide us. I don't yell at you anymore like I was, I stay calm. Like I used to. Yeah I cry a lot, but I am having hard times. Not with you, but my life. Lauren, we don't have to have sex I told you that, we don't have to do that, I want you to hold my hand, and to hold me, I want to be with you, not in you, I ( ... )

part 2....sorry...it's long. my_worst_fears December 18 2005, 07:41:01 UTC

my parents fought for the first 4 years they were married, and no one thought they would make it, but they have been together for 24 years. Love just needed to guide them, please let love guide us...please

Believe me... my_worst_fears December 18 2005, 07:47:56 UTC

I know this sounds weird...and I know it will be hard to believe, but I feel like I used to, I am not sad anymore, and I am smiling, cause I am letting my heart think....I don't feel afraid, I don't feel scared, or worried. Let your heart do the same. It feels wonderous. I know it's hard to believe, BUT MY GOD, I am happy, I have realized that no matter the hard times...we are meant to be, I hope you can see it and I hope you are smiling like I am right now. Times will get hard...but look into your heart and the light will guide you, I know I sound like an idiot....but I feel better, I feel like shouting to the world that I love Lauren, god I must sound crazy, but I don't care if I do, know that from this day forward I am myself, I might cry here and there, but I am me....I PROMISE and this is for real, if I break it, I will leave, I PROMISE, please join me...please, don't tell me you will show me, on tuesday...show me....Think of something that lets me know, oh god I feel like a new man (pardon the cliche term) but I do. Love me ( ... )