yeah my birthday is in about 3 hours but to tell ya i ( Read more... )

fake ( Read more... )

how come i cant get out of this again. the sad point in life. telling myself that i have people doesnt seem to help. the ones i want to be here dont seem to care anymore my mother cares but GOd my sister im sick of her telling my mother what to do!! GET OVER IT JORDANN YOUR NOT MOMS MOTHER!!!! My father needs to be kicked in the ass just for one ( Read more... )

yeah had a great week end dont feel good going to bed night night

goes from me thinking im going to see zach tomorrow ( Read more... )

dear self,
    the way you see yourself is very different from how ( Read more... )

yeah....here again in a bad place.....my mother and father still cant find a job and it sucks.....they are trying but still cant.....meaning we might move which really really sucks that means ky and for real this time no just talking about it my father is for real....i dont want to it my home here the people i like well some of the people and ( Read more... )

I dont want to be write sad shit again cuz i told myslef i wouldnt but thats all i have to write about....this month sucks no this year sucks(other then zach) i mean yeah school started off shitty but same old same old there no biggy...but im fucking failing government and i dont get it I FUCKING DUMB!!!! THATS IT!!! WOW FOUND OUT ALITTLE LATE!! ( Read more... )

Im sick of being here im sick of the pain of caring about people who dont give a rats ass about you im sick of putting in the luv getting nothing back....U FUCKING SUCK!!!!!!! YOU FUCKING SUCK!!! AT BEING A MOTHER YOU FUCKING SUCK AT BEING A FATHER!!!!!! No more beating around it you do...you guys dont have jobs you guys sit there yelling about the ( Read more... )

its sad when the guy that checks my eyes talks to me more in a half an hour then my father has all week...its sad when on the way home my mother all she can talk about is my father and how lazy he is....Thinking to myself your just as lazy you fucking bitch now shut the fuck up and when i finaly say something im yelled at im sick of the fighting im ( Read more... )