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When you put your mind to it.
So, in those brief moments of respite i had during the chaos that was my day, i turned my mind to the task of discovering why I no longer use my live journal and I have come to realize that it is in part that I am pretty satisfied where I am at right now. It seems that muse is fueled by misery as it were. Well, not really, but it sure seems like ( Read more... ) -
Update
Wow, its been awhile since I posted. I find that I read LJ everday but never have anything to say. Its not that I have nothing on my mind, I think that I have just been much more introspective lately. My weeks are filled with work, video games and quiet retrospection from the comfort of my house ( Read more... ) -
Shambala
WOW, that is all I really have to say. The weekend completely rocked my socks, destroyed my stress, worked out problems AND even had a magnificient highlight at the end. I cannot believe the fun I had and the fact that I am still giddy from Monday morning. I do not think that I will be able to put into words how much this weekend meant to me ( Read more... ) -
Marco V - Unprepared
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Music
The other day one my my LJ friends posted a rather unique question on a unique spiritual language to which I gave a fairly short but meaningful reply. The post itself and my response has been haunting me, although not in a bad way. I keep coming around to thoughts on music and what it means to me and my life ( Read more... ) -
Psychic surgery
At times I feel like people don't really like me unless I am drunk or fucked up. It just seems that as long as I am sober, or want to do sober things, people do not like spending time with, or make no effort to hang out. There are a few exceptions of course, but on the whole, most days and people seem to enjoy my company most when I am in an ( Read more... ) -
I am a misanthrope, hear me roar!
i'm not sure why I am putting this to "paper" to use an archaic term. Perhaps I need to vent, perhaps I want to be able to look back at this attitude later so I can laugh or take stock. Its no secret that I hate society, anyone that has read this journal or spoken to me comes to that conclusion pretty quickly. What I really hate though is ( Read more... ) -
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The Smashing Pumpkins once said that the world is a vampire, a statement that in my youth I didn't entirely agree. But as I age, I see the self destructive and idiotic tendencies of the world at large, at the top and at the bottom and I wonder if man was ever meant to do anything more that reap woe down upon itself. Compassion and altruism while ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes the scariest part about chasing a dream is taking those first few steps.