So the internet is finally up in my room after forever of being back in the middle ages and losing points in classes by not being able to go on blackboard, fuckers. but hey this entry is not about that, it is to tell you all that my email here is tdecker@olivet.edu and i dunno how to do the whole mailbox thing yet but ill let ya know when i do. ( Read more... )

my thoughts have been confirmed, and thats a good thing...

well shit, i never thought i was a good kisser, but i hoped i was at least decent, that's a blow to the ego...

happy biethday angie!!!!!!

I made a decision today, im done with you, im done with caring about u so much that no matter how much it hurts me, ill do anything for you, just to see you smile. this whole thing puts me through too much fucking pain, and im done, i cant handle it anymore. i cant handle losing sleep over you, i cant handle crying over you, ive lost too many ( Read more... )

im falling, y cant you be there to catch me

distance makes this pain worse, and it also makes me be able to sleep even less than normal...

waiting for you to call is like christams eve for a 5 year old.

I swear that I can go on forever again ( Read more... )

I cant get you outta my head ( Read more... )