Happy holidays everyone. not sure if updating this is redundant at this point, as anyone reading this i probably will talk to long before they read it. the shit life hands you on a daily basis is nothing new to me, but i think im finally maturing enough to be capable of dealing with it. no more drugs (not sure how long its been, but i sure as shit ( Read more... )

im alive, sober, and doing well, havent heard from alot of you in awhile, not sure if alot of you still care. if not, im sorry to have lost some friends, but shit happens ( Read more... )

its funny coming home and looking at old friends aim profiles. "last night was so crazy", "we were so drunk". you guys have no idea what crazy partying is, literally none. and if you did, i hope to god you would brag about it. enough bitching, life is good. im alive, and have a roof over my head and food in my stomach, what more do you really have ( Read more... )

birthday

havent been on at all lately, not much new. just thought id let everyone know im still alive. things are going so much better. its been rediculous going to the bar the past few nights. all i know is that when i drink beer i get super strong and ive been pretty strong the past few nights. the new girl at work, liz, = super hot, and way cool. working ( Read more... )

shits really not going to well. and im starting to see alot of people saying that their there for me. actions speak alot louder then words. ashley and sam, thanks a million, you guys are truely life savers. nate, we both know that neither actions nor words are needed, i know your there for me bro. gianna, thank you so much for being there when ive ( Read more... )

ive been rediculously stressed lately. if i piss you off, take to heart that im going through alot of shit right now. i might not talk about it in here, but things arent going so peach right now. i still reserve the right to fuck any one up who pisses me off, so try to play nice for a couple of days guys.

ok, so basically i need a place to live for a while. any ideas anyone?

and im sorry about all the lies ( Read more... )