One thing I have noticed that people constantly do to me is...

[bigpg76]

... always telling me they want to see me or hang out or something, but when i put that phone call in to tell them I am ready to meet up, they will not answer their phones. And to be honest... that doesn't really piss me off. What does, however, is when they dont call me back later to explain. It hurts when friends do that to you. But fuck that. I

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[take_these_eyes]

i've just started rehearsals for my show. i had it for 7 hours on saturday. sunday i didn't have rehearsal but it was the only day jake and i could celebrate his birthday and i went to bed early that night because i had woken up early. and now every week day i have rehearsal from 6:30 to 10:30. my aim signs on by itself so that's why i didn't answer you the other night. i don't always remember to text back because i'll start doing something and not think about it because i may have checked my phone when i couldn't really answer it or text back (like in rehearsal). i am sorry i haven't called you back yet, but i am even answering you while i'm at work right now. once again, sorry. my life gets really busy when school starts back up. not to say i'm too busy for you, but that it sometimes gets too hectic and i can't keep up with everything i should be keeping up with.

[bigpg76]

I wasn't looking for you to apologize on here. Or tell me an excuse. I just needed to write that so i could see my own thoughts and I just wanted them to remind me that I am not crazy. One day soon, I hope people stop doing that to me. You are not the only one, but it hurt when you didnt answer. I understand u have your own life with things to do, but all I wanted to do was to see you, even if it were for 9 seconds, give you a hug, and say good-bye. But your "hectic" life, once again, got in the way. Just remember Jade, we all have our lives, filled with crazy days, and it gets hard. Be careful about forgetting the people around you, one day, they could all be gone...