a long ass post about how shitty life is right now..... i just need the hours it is going to take to write it.

Seth you rock for posting this. I totally understand ( Read more... )

she said no to prom...it kills me becasue i know she wants to... life sucks ass...

Wow. Ballyhoo is over. I cant stop thinking of all the wonderful memories I have gained throughout the past 4 months. I still remember the time we went to Habersham Road and took so many pictures, and the time we went to Chris's Grandparents cabin, and Sidelines last night. Everything keeps popping up in my mind constantly. I would give anything to ( Read more... )

Im in LA right now and we arent doing anything. I keep singing the Blowers Daughter song by Damien Rice and all i can do is think about her. Non stop but not in a creepy creeperton way..lol arrgghhh it hurts so bad for her not to know.

WOW. I feel so frieken confused right now. I wish I could tell her.... Everytime I look at her I just see myself with her and fell the urge to tell her but the fear of her saying the opposite of what I am thinking would probably ruin the show. I swear the night of the last showing I am going to tell her... I am....

This weekend was a pretty good one. Friday night I went home with Monté and then went to work on the Ballyhoo set till like 11:30 PM ( Read more... )

i wish she could see this so she could know how much i care about her... i want to tell her soo bad but just cant find the courage...soon though I hope, soon.

i have fallen in like with her ( Read more... )

...I heard Coach Owens QUIT today!!!!!!! I am so fucking happy. It seems like Tyler Ledon is Feldmans little leading man now so I may just say Fuck HIm and play football again!