Why do people always want
what they can't have?

My wants poison my life.
Suicide in a child-proof bottle.

As usual,
you assume the worst.

My intentions are never
clear in your eyes,
I don't know why I bother.

So I won't.

the boy who blocked
his own shot
by
brand new

ears open,
mouth shut.
goodbye.

The space between
what's wrong and right

is where you'll find
me hiding, waiting for
you.

You can thank your lucky stars
that everything I've wished for

will never come true.

I was bright,
but he was much brighter.

I was high,
but he was the sky.

I despise every second
that I miss you.

They say it takes half the time
you spend with someone
to get over them.?
Half of us is 6 months.

So you should be out of my
system around the time I turn 23?

My fingers are crossed
so tight they might snap.

Sometimes,
the last thing you want
comes in first.

Sometimes,
the first thing you want
never comes.

I know
that waiting is all you can do

sometimes.

You are blind to the
fact that you did the
exact same thing
that you hate me for
to someone else.

I'm so over your petty bullshit.
Stop reading my journal,
this is the last time I'll
waste space on you.

Movin on up.

Today I realized I have only
really loved 2 people in my life.

Telling someone you love them
and actually loving them
don't always come together.

I regret those words ever leaving my
mouth and me letting you breathe them in.

Love becomes meaningless
when you toss it at every person
who will let you.

Open your eyes.