Obviously it has been many months since I have posted in here. Who knows if anyone will even read this? Over the past few months I have been basically a bum. Now I want to get myself back into the game of life. It starts with getting out of the parent's house. Next, going back to school this fall. Do a couple of vacations in between it all. The ( Read more... )

As fascinated as I know everyone will be with my amazing ability to write in here I have to start with my discontent ( Read more... )

I began writing a story again. My biggest problem is that I get tremendous ideas and kind of stall out after about 25 pages or so. Right now things are flowing well though. I am going to let someone read it tonight and get their opinion. I am not terribly worried about it. Everyone has opinions but this person I trust a lot. I know I am a good ( Read more... )

Today was really fun ( Read more... )

Once again I have hit a nice bout of sickness. My face feels like it is about to peel off and become a separate entity which in of itself would be pretty sweet. I just bought myself a laptop the other day. I am going to use the ability to move around to write and write. Finally I am going to sit down and write a screenplay or novel. For so many ( Read more... )

I have decided to continue to write in here every so often. It is quickly becoming a habit to need to drain myself of feelings and problems. Weddding today: Did so much work! NOt going to get much in return. It kind of makes me mad.

Maybe many of you don't even bother to think I am still around...HA! Well I am. I just have decided to not be visible for a while. I didn't want anyone to vaguely know my thoughts. Now I just feel different. It is time to be out there with my words again. It's not even an ego thing. There is just this longing to have people know what I am going ( Read more... )

If anyone is interested here is a link to the Science Museum for our event this weekend. All the info should be on the page. Let me know if you have any questions being that I am a staff member there.
http://www.smm.org/geekprom/

I sat here for quite a while with my fingers at the keyboard, unable to conherently form any thoughts. Maybe around 45 minutes. It makes me laugh somewhat. I just chuckle at the thought that I can't write. When i wake up in the morning I am usually genuinely happy. No one can truly say what their day will be like, plan as they might. There are ( Read more... )

Sometimes I make myself to be a tortured soul of some sort. It is somewhat pitiful and weak. It is something that I have to stop doing. It is true, I have been hurt by a lot of women in my life. I am assessing some blame here. However, in the end the blame falls on myself because I allowed it to happen. The most powerful thing that we have is our ( Read more... )