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As a fellow pessimist, who is always trying to make myself positive, I have realized the reason most people aren't totally optimistic is because it takes work. Which is something I work on a little bit more everyday...sometimes when it is really hard to find anything to be happy about just finding one tiny insignificant thing that is good will ( Read more... )

I have to take my drivers test tomorrow for driving a class 4 vehicle and I am so nervous!!!! I am totally afraid of roadtests, the last time I took mine I was sixteen and the guy scared me so much I thought I was going to cry, he yelled at me at the end of it "you passed but just barely so don't be happy about it" I was like yikes, why are you ( Read more... )

ahhh, finally a day off...I think I am going to go shopping tomorrow, sounds like fun.
still waiting for something exciting to sweep me off my feet...I should get some new shoes.

THINGS TO BE THANKFUL FOR:
1. Good friends, good family
2. Beautiful weather (the people in the east must be so jealous!)
3. A comfy safe bed
4. Having some sort of a goal ahead of me
5. Days off in the future.

I feel like when it comes to my eating habits, my weight, exercising and etc I just have no control over myself, I feel like sometimes I am so compulsive it is bizarre. Like I don't really want to eat that cookie but I have to because it is there, and I can't stop myself until it is no longer sitting there. Even when I feel full and really don't ( Read more... )

I feel like when it comes to my eating habits, my weight, exercising and etc I just have no control over myself, I feel like sometimes I am so compulsive it is bizarre. Like I don't really want to eat that cookie but I have to because it is there, and I can't stop myself until it is no longer sitting there. Even when I feel full and really don't ( Read more... )

Man, I just saw the guy that is soooooooooo cute, and I haven't seen him in months since my birthday, I was totally caught off guard! I walk around the corner of the gym and wham he is right there in my face, so we talked for about five minutes and I wanted to be like you fuck head, why didn't you even try to get in touch, or ask about me to your ( Read more... )

well I finally got my camera to work!!! and downloaded some picture editing stuff on the comp. yay so much fun. Tonight I have to work which kinda sucks cause all the girls are going downtown tonight to different bars like the blarney and the roxy (which I have never been to) not me though I'm working the night shift...yipee, nothing but ( Read more... )

I got such a good deal at ikea, I got my nightstand for fifty bucks, I was stoked ( Read more... )