★ Eight ★

[bigstebowski]

I...what is happening? I do not understand. Not only does every rose I touch wilt and I cannot muster a sparkle--in fact, I am a dull gray!--but I stumbled into twenty walls, fifteen doorways, and seventy-eight people going from the entrance of the castle to my room.

I am completely healed, but I am worse off than ever! I've become dull and clumsy

Comments

[darkmastern]

oh wow.. you even seem to have an aura of sadness around you.. I feel depressed just standing near you.. that is quite strange...

But.. don't worry.. it's not only you.. every time I try to help someone, I end up hurting them instead.. or breaking something...

[bigstebowski]

It seems like the Dark Assembly has done something again, but yet I cannot get myself to stop thinking I have somehow caused this. It makes no sense at all and yet I cannot stop wallowing in misery.

may as well just

give up

[darkmastern]

*Gasp*

Y-you can't give up! Of all people you are one that I never want to see giving up! you fought Baal, something that most people can't even pretend they did!

Even if you feel bad, you should always keep going!

*She thrusts her fist into the air and jumps triumphantly, and accidentally uppercuts him*

Gahh! Sorry! so sorry! I-I seem to be doing that a lot today!

[bigstebowski]

[KO!]

[middest_boss]

Gain a hold of yourself, monsieur Big Star! Do not allow Baal's crookedness to repress and demean you so!

We must ... stand together against these ... evil guys, and, well ... do something about it!

[His charisma seems to have taken a significant loss as well... and yes, he just said that wearing a cheese hat.]

[bigstebowski]

I...I cannot! There is nothing we can do. We will only fail. I will fail.

I am a failure.

FAILURE

[middest_boss]

There are many things you are, but a failure is not one of them!

Even though you did manage to suffer a total public defeat against Baal.

[bigstebowski]

so pathetic

should just give up

no hope, no hope at all

[thysinsbepurged]

Cheer up. Things can't be that bad, right? No matter what happens, determination is something that should never vanish from a person!

Weird, though. I lost my ability of not burdering myself with sentiments... That will probably give me some trouble in my missions. Still, I feel so... Happy... I feel so happy? What the...

[bigstebowski]

But it's pointless to resist. There is nothing but failure in the future.

I will stay in my room.

In the dark.

Where I belong.

[thysinsbepurged]

Like you, I once believed that the path I was on would only lead to catastrophe, no matter what I did. If I lost, all I fought for would be destroyed. If I won, millions of lives would be destroyed by my hand. It took a friend's attempts at finding another way to get me through that. I saw him defy what we were told by our masters and bring glory and peace to our world, as well as the mortal one. I did not stray from my post, you see; I never would have thought of going beyond what was expected of me. In the end, Ein was... a far more competent angel than me... I... Kind of miss him...

If you only stick to expectations, you will accomplish no more than what they are. You have to apart yourself from them. Only then will you be able to accomplish your true goals.

I... I'm sorry... I don't say this sort of things very often. Must not be very good at them.

[bigstebowski]

Do not worry, I could not hear most of that over the sound of my

DESPAIR

[1/2]

[puppy_genocide]

*turns a corner*

[2/2]

[puppy_genocide]

*walks right into him*

*CLONK*

[bigstebowski]

[KEELS OVER]

SHIT NO WHY

[puppy_genocide]

[Clutching head]

FUCK DAMMIT

1/3

[bloodmakermaaka]

Master Big Star, are you alri-

2/3

[bloodmakermaaka]

*Blood reaction!*

3/3

[bloodmakermaaka]

*raises a hand to her nose, as if that would keep her blood from bursting out*

Not again! I just bit him a week ago!!

[bigstebowski]

Oh! Karin!

[Despite standing still, he trips and falls flat on his face.]

DESPAIR