a new leaf?

[bigtone]

So the recent events in the past two weeks of my life have gotten me pretty down. This isn't even taking into account the fact that I'm scared as hell about growing up. I know that I'm not that old, but putting things into perspective I have a year left of school and then what? Life. My dad told me that I need direction so I have tried to look at

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[zagmike]

take time off between school....i'll be going back to grad school, but only after tooling around and feeling worthless for a few years. then.....seriousness.

I am sorry for your recent loss...I can't imagine. I wish I could give you a big hug. Big Hug, in capital letters. with an ! too.

I had a text all written to you today and I realized I don't have your number....:( I switched phones in early January and lost it, apparently. Text me if you still have mine....happy birthday, hon, i hope you're doing okay.

HUGS

[feygoddess]

Don't be so rough on yourself. Things are very chaotic right now...I mean, first of all, most people don't leave college knowing what they want to do. In high school, everyone tells you that you don't have to know what you want to do with your life because that's what college is for--and that's a lie. College is for educating and finding yourself...and when you know what you really want to do, it'll hit you. But...some people go their whole lives not knowing what to do with it...so don't be so hard on yourself. PLUS...you have a LOT going on right now. As for focusing on the small problems...hey, I do it all the time. It's a lot easier to bitch about how Katrina ruined my shoes than to face that she actually took everything. It's normal...so don't think you're weird. Though, I *am* weird, so maybe I'm not the person to talk to...lol *HUGS* I miss you and Ryan, by the way!!!!

Re: HUGS

[feygoddess]

OH...and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! TO!!!! YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!