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so next week i start a "diet" i guess you couild call it...
for a week i'm restricting myself from pop and other candy sugars. This is only because i've really thought about how much i really eat. I don't wana keep that up either so i'm gonna restrict myself from it startnig like monday so that i can eat less of it. i've already heard the comments like ,"WHAT WHY? you don't need to do that that's stupid!" or just plain old,"why" or whatever idc it's not that i'm trying to change for other people i really wana change for myself and lead a healthy life. By eating sugar that's justnot working. sugar makes people gain weight if you don't work it off. so the less you consume the less you gain. i do want a faltter stomache smaller thighs and my ass tighter. yeah i know you're probably saying," you can do that by just not eating sugar, you need to work out for that too." but i know that i'm just taking small steps. yes, i am skinny. but i would also like to be skinny and tone. this isn't for andrew this isn't to be "cool" this isn't cause i think people criticize me it's for ME! i'm the one who sees myself in the mirror everyday i'm the one who lives with my body so I should be the one to change it for ME and that is exactly what i'm doing.......
so later i have to work oh yay fun! right haha not! especially since i didn't get out of work till lik 10:30 last night. whoever is in band or whatever i hate you cause i had to make you guys pizza on top of the other pizzas for like the football team and all that lol. anyways tonights ambers party and i have no clue what the hell i'm going to be. i'm going shopping with my mom when she gets home from Mrs. Livensbarger's(?) funeral. so i know i already said this but gimmie ideas peoples...more then jsut to this time...cause i'm totally lost in what i want to be. well i'm off to take a shower...
heres a quote froma a book that sam let me borrow that i thougth was funny....
"Ice Capades"
Sometimes
on chilly nights
I stand close to my bedroom window
unbutton my nightgown,and press my breasts
against the cold glass
just so i can seethe amazing trickt
hat my nipples can do.
lol i laughed so much when i read that