fudgin old lady looked at me with a crazy eye today, i was walking up to the coffee lounge[thatsthename]. looked me up and down, made me feel like my life was expendable. one look can make or break your whole day. i wonder how i look to others, and how i look at them? no one should feel inadequate because of one single stare or a brief twitch of an ( Read more... )

empower me, you dont have to but i want to feel real. when im alone all i hear is my thoughts and they are no help to me...i think i may need some emotional stabilizers. yay what fun, i would like being high all day, so what if there pills-chemically balanced happiness-. i should get some, plus i need to get a job soon. i think ill look tomorrow, ( Read more... )

do i have anything to offer?

will i die happy with my life?

do i look okay?

what are they laughing at?

hope i dont forget anything?

wheres my keys?

did i fold those towels?

HEALTH WARNING

someday i hope to find myself, right now i dont know where i am.

is that a wrinkle?

i hope everyones watching.

i need a ciggerette.

am i happy? no...

why? ( Read more... )

my hair is pretty right now...damn i need a fudgin' cam. i shall get one...mwahahaha!!!!

someone looked at me when i was driving, looked at me! not through me. hes said whats up through head lingo, i gave him the sexy eye brow lift.

just because killing yourself wouldn't matter to you..DOES NOT MEAN IT WOULDN"T MATTER TO ANYONE ELSE!!!!!!!

i went to joshes today, hes was getting ready to do some sort of maintenance thingy so didin't see him for to long. left and went back down town. caught the aunty after she had a coffee date this morning, she said the guy was like super hott. good for her. ummm, guess who went to the library today. hannah please tell me which one you go to. i ( Read more... )

i will be down town vancouver tonight at like 10, so i better see someone!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so today was kewl not much happened[mylifestylesboring]though, we had some car trouble, on the way back from portland. we picked up steve and then went to get haley, it crapped out right before the big hill. i was sooooo happy to get out and push, i think i like just as much as people watching. which i didn't get to do today, so very very said. but ( Read more... )

i dont feel so down becuase i have something to look forward to.