I know what you mean, I feel the same way a lot of the time. I pretty much just solve things by taking a nap, which I suppose isn't the best way of dealing with things, but if I'm lucky I won't dream about any of it and it'll be better when I wake up. Sometimes I find its just easier to be myself, people might think I think weird things, but, hey, its interesting and something to say. But I still feel like I'm trying to find my place among everyone here. It isn't the same as it was back home. But I'm in a better place this year now that I live with people I know, I'm not as depressed as I was; and its nice not being with someone so I'm not paranoid all the time about it.
Naturally I can't relate to all of that, but I can with some of it. Many things have been great lately, and many things have been ridiculously confusing and frustrating. Sometimes I grow tired of having to deal with stuff and wish I could just leave this world. I wouldn't mind living on the moon. ...but that still wouldn't save me from myself. =P
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