Today, I leave work to go to my niece's wedding rehearsal... tomorrow she's getting married. I get to be an usher. Woo. My niece is the oldest daughter of my oldest sister, thus, she is 18 months older than I am, we were close growing up, but have drifted on to our own lives ( Read more... )

Deeper tumbling moods of tired overtaxed resiliency.
How many times can the yo-yo come back?

Why do the things people who don't know me write about make me so emotionally fucked up?

Gah!

It's the little things. But they add up. Today we had a meeting, staff meeting, it's a monthly affair. I swear this one woman is about the most obtuse creature in the world. There have been a few times when she's been obtusing about something that I had to jump out of my seat and run and solve her problem because she irritated me ( Read more... )

Thursday, January 1st, 2004. 11:49 a.m. - Kindness

A lot of crying ( Read more... )

And I can't even really talk about it with anyone ( Read more... )

My wife and I are spending a quiet evening at home, watching the movies I got for Christmas, and eating some 'party food' I picked up for us at the store. I got a cheese ball and some EZ Cheese to go with all of the crackers we have left over. We've got stuff to make turkey sandwiches or PB&J. I also got some sparkling grape juice too ( Read more... )

If you're going to kill yourself, don't make someone you love be the one to find you. For the Gods sakes, think about it! I know suicide is a problem indicator, but think about the effect it's going to fucking have on those you leave behind ( Read more... )

Yup, you read it right, I got one. Some friends of mine have a free board for their band's site, and I was going to help him out with a problem he had. The only way I could learn the controls, etc. was to create one.

I doubt it gets a whole lot of use, but who knows. http://www.bbfree.com

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